Split String of Fate:(Killua x Reader x Kurapika)

~Getting Back Killua: Part 1~

        "I mean after that." 

        "You seem pretty confident," You say, "that we're going to be able to save him. You know as well as I do that Kukuroo mountain isn't just some tourist spot." 

        He chuckles and wraps an arm around you, "We'll be fine. We're not alone. We've got Gon and Leorio. We survived the hunter exam together and we're going to save Killua together." He says, making you smile. 

        "You make it sound easier than it will be." You say pessimistically. 

        "Sure it won't be easy, but we can do it." He smiles down at you, "So after?" 

        You look away, knowing what he was implying. "I don't know really. Where ever fate takes me, that where I'll go." You say removing his arm from around you, but taking his hand in the process. You turn to look him in the eyes, "But I did promise to help you in anyway i can and I'll keep that promise. But saving Killua is my first priority, it should be our first priority. I can't think about any thing else right now, please understand..."

        "I do understand it's just that-" He starts but you place a finger to your lips in a sign for him to stop. 

        "I know you do, but you said you wouldn't bring it up until I was ready to give you an answer. I'm so sorry for making you wait, I don't mean to. It's just that there's too much going on right now. I don't have time to think about my feeling, let alone make a decision about them..." He looks down sadly. You know it must kill him to not know something, but it was killing you too. You didn't want to say yes to him when you couldn't completely promise your hear to him. You heart desperately wanted to promise itself the the one before it. But there was a something tugging at your heart, pulling it towards another, and you still have yet to know how he feels about you. You pull Kurapika into a hug, wanting desperately to be able to sort out your feelings, but you just couldn't right now. Not in this situation, not without knowing how Killua felt, not without knowing how you felt. It broke your heart to have to do this to him, but you refuse to make a promise you might not be able to keep. 

...

        The tour bus took you right in front of the Kukuroo Mountain gates. The loomed over you like insurmountable towers, daring you to try and climb them. The tour guide explained how the whole area surrounding the mountain was property of the Zoldycks which astounded you. The area was so big, you couldn't even see the top of the mountain from where you were standing. 

        "Out of the way girlie." A large man said from behind you. He was holding a large weapon on his shoulders and he was clothed in armor. Beside him was a taller, lankier man, but he as well, looked battle ready. "The infamous family of assassins. Just a picture of any of them is worth millions."

         "What?!" Shouts Leorio, "Millions?! Man I should've taken pictures of Killua!"

         You ignore Leorio's comment and face the 2 men, "I wouldn't do that if I were you. Weakling like you could, never face the Zoldycks."  The taller man leans down to look you in the eyes.