Rn I'm at school in bio and I have notti in here he's at the table in front of me to my left🙂
I hate life😒
It's okkkkk thoooooo that was cheaper one it's cheaper two let's move on can we do dat😺🙃
Notti's pov-
I'm talking to my friend cuz they buggin me actin like we in a interview and shit😭
When my eyes look over at y/n for some
Reason and I see her w/ her heads
down she seems to be ok....But Ik she really
Isn't I heard her crying by the lockers
Earlier.
Something In me wanted to hug and hold her so bad but I have to keep my distance but like ts gettin harder and harder
every time I see her
I miss holdin her, hearing her laugh, kissin her, seeing her reaction to simple shit I do😭like when I kiss her out da blue and
She don't see it comin or like just in general she always gave me this big ass goofy
smile and hugged me after😂 I always knew her love language was physical touch but she also like playin around callin me ugly to show she loved me 😑
She loved when I rapped a verse of one of my songs to her.
She always started doin stupid shit out of excitement and she dead would just
be smiling at me and jumpin around or jumpin on me. She was always mad happy w/ me and seein ts always put a smile on ma face
ts would always be cute asl I dead miss that, I miss everything she did🤦🏾
I miss how she looks at me, I miss how she couldn't hold eye contact but always
wanted to have a starin contest, I miss her in general bro
I miss her bein by my side
I need her back Rs I regret breakin up w/ her everyday but a lot of shit was goin on and I was stressed and fallin apart
mentally and I didn't wanna bring her down with me. I just needed her to understand i didn't want her to try and help me and lose herself in the process, I
don't want to put all my stress and pain on her and become a burden to her.
I dead just didn't want to bring her down when she was in such a good place at
the time so I had to end things istg I didn't want to but it was the best thing to
do at the moment...ion know how ta put ts but I just thought it was fah the
best at the time, I thought I was
doin the right thing.
I just wanna talk ta her one more time, I hate not being able to talk to her
I need ma girl back🫤
Y/n pov-
I finished my assignment so my head was
Down cuz ian have no friends in this
class frl🫤
Id usually just talk to notti but we're not Yk so Ion have no one ta talk to now☹️💔 but ta be frl ion wanna talk to these ragady ass kids in dis class they funny actin asf😒so I'm good by ma self ta I see ma friends🥱
I hear someone sit down in the chair beside me bein loud asf fah nun😑notti be doin ts when he want ma attention...let's not think about him🥲 next caller
I ignore ts cuz ion care frl😐 it's a
free country sit down wherever you like but deadass like.....why by me? Go sit somewhere else ragady hoe🥱
"Ma- y/n can we talk" I hear a familiar voice say
When I lift my head up and look up at the person whoes beside me I see it's notti😥 man I jinxed ts💔💔💔like ofc I knew it was him at first when I heard his voice but I thought I was tweakin😞
Just stay...pt.2
Start from the beginning
