Kaya choice to leave.

More lies get told

Demir went and look for ender and he knocked at the study room but no answer so He went upstairs and there she was wearing a different dress. He then went and stand next to Ender. And said I love you. Where were you.
And this dress l really liked the red dress.
She then smiled.
Wel me too dear but let's just say there was a small accident and so l had to change am sorry .
But don't you think blue looks better go me and since it's your favourite colour.
Demir-Yeah but still..
Ender-What about l just kiss you and maybe my husband wil forget about the red dress his so upset about.
Demir-Yeah okay but what if we do more then just kissing.
Ender-We can but what about the guest.
Demir-What Guest
Ender then stand up and looked at him and the she hugged him feeling gulity.
I kissed and let another men entire my body.I cheated on you on our anniversary what kind of a person am l.
I don't now why l keep loving Kaya more each day.I just can't heat him at all.
His the love of my life.
He is my true love and l can't even tell you that. Am so sorry for hurting you l promised myself that l"ll start loving you but l lied to my heart all over again am sorry Demir.
I can't love you as my husband l can only love you as my friend.
When ever you touch me l feel like dirt had entire my body all over again l feel like am about to die. It hurts me when you kisse me or even sleep next to me.
You hurt me.
Am sorry...
You hurt me.
I only love Kaya...
Sorry...
I wish l could tell you but l can't because your since an amazing person.