I've always had trouble controlling my feelings
I cry because I think what they say is true
I let them take over me when they shouldn't
I should be more confident but idk how to
They insult me thinking it's funny but it's hurting
I try to play it off but it leaves a scar
It won't fade away, it'll stay like that
Everything he says I take it personal when I shouldn't
I cried because I thought I wasn't good enough
I cried because I thought I wasn't enough
I tried to be better, but they've never liked me
No matter how hard I try to be better I just won't
Their jokes are just hurting
They don't know how much
I'll go quiet when they hurt my feelings
But I try to act like it doesn't hurt
Because I like him
I liked him
He just likes another girl
I'm not smart enough
I'm not pretty enough
Idk what to do I try
I try so hard
But no matter how hard I try
You'll never see the good in me
Even if there's only a little bit
You only want her
Not me
