"Uhh my mom just texted me I gatta go" I lie, ik ts sound mad stupid cuz why would she text me right after I get rejected but this mad embarrassing bc I really thought he'd say he like me too, he be acting like he do but it's wtv im going home fuck dis dirt neck
"Text me later?" He says putting angel in her stroller
"Yea fs" I say getting her stuff
* you go home and just chill, Nawl you ain't text that nigga not call him na it's 2:58 am*
I got home hours go Ian call dude I just ain't want too🤷🏾♀️
I'm laying with my baby (angel aka luh sister ) and I'm just chilling on tiktok when I come across a video of one of ddots fans reposting a video of this girl singing about ddot saying everything for ddot or sum shit and it was a picture of him in the back seat and she was looking at him and shit so now I'm like wtf and eb saying das his boo and she posted him and some mo shit
How df your tell me you not looking fo a relationship then go and jump in one like I wasn't Finna see it bffr nigga was just with me a few hours ago wtf
But ima ask cuz ion wanna dtm🥱
So you know what I fucking did
I called the nigga
DDOT🫤❤️
(Changed his name cuz fuck him playing whit ma feeling df)
"Wsp y/n" he says lowly Ik dis nigga high
"You got a gf" i straight up ask cuz ion got time for short talk
"Ye-wait what" he says then stops
"You heard me bruh but ok bye wtv"
I hang up and try to Gts cuz it's like 3 now And ion got time fo ts nor the fact I feel like crying but it's wtv fuck that peppa pig big frog faced hoe🤷🏾♀️
* a week later *
I been ignoring ddot calls and texts and just start focusing on my self, FOR MYSELF ion needa worry about no Nigga who I can replace😑
I can't let a boy make me hate myself bc I basically got rejected and shit😭it's ok there will be more guys maybe even females Yk ( if you don't like females uhh Ignore the females part😐)
I been going fo walks to think and writing my feeling out then burning them, I cried one good time and now it's like "on to the next" but at the same time I'm still hurt cuz we knew each other since we were 8 and been tight asf ever since and then I caught feelings and I thought he did too cuz there was signs but Ig he just found it funny to play with mr feelings typical.
Knock
Knock
Knock
"Come innnnn" I yell laying on my bed listening to " believe" by damar Jackson
When I looked at the door and saw who walked it I immediately got up and stopped the music
" why are you here" i say not wanting to see him
" bc I can" he muggs
"Ian Finna argue w/ you get out"i roll my eyes
"Chill out I wanna talk" he states
"Nawl I'm good off you bye"
"Bro stfu and listen" he looks me dead in the eyes "Y/n/n ma Just listen" he continues
" don't call me that darrian"I mug him why he feel like he can call me "ma" still
"Ok ok can you just listen"
"Talk bruh"I say getting impatient
"I uh..."
"You what? Gatta girl? Yea Ik and ion care"
"Nawl we broke up"
I stay quite cuz Ian know what to say I just wanna know why he here
"Y/n you got me thinking...like I really fucked things up w/ you ma and I'm sorry about that Ian realized till I lost you but...I wanted to tell you I like you"
I look down at my hands then look up at him to see he was already looking at me We make eye contact and just say like that for a few minutes just in silence pure silence, awkward, nervous etc SILENCE
"Ddot" I say breaking the silence
"Hm" he hums looking at me for a answer
"Im not a second choice"I straight up say
"No it's not like that ma-"
"But it is you not with her so you come back to me! Im not a second choice you should've told me you ain't feel the same way at the time instead of saying you wasn't looking for a fucking relationship your a fucking liar ghee" I say getting a little mad
"Im sorry but Ian sb you pick after the girl you frl want dip so no you to late ion feel the same way"
The end😝
It's late and I'm tired so ntm if you don't like this story🫠
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Fuck ddot ole ragady ass Anyway my tink tink XoXoKai_5 requested dis🤪
