"Mama open the door please I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I didn't mean it"
No response
I can hear her crying lightly I fucking hate myself for what I said to her
" baby mom open the door pls"
No response
"Mama please I'm so sorry your the best thing that ever happened to me please talk to me I didn't mean it"
No response
I continue "I'm so sorry I threw ts in yo face ma I was just pissed about sum that happened earlier please open the door I want to help you...I need to help you"
She's in there hurting bc of me it's all my fucking fault bro She doesn't do well with anxiety attacks I remember her telling me this but this is my first time seeing it happened i NEED to hold her she's thinking of this shit and it's driving her crazy and ts all my fault
It goes quite
" y/n?"
No response
"Y/n open the fucking door" I say, my anxiety going up cuz idk wtf is happening
The door unlocks and opens
I run into the bathroom and hug her it took her a few minutes to hug me back but once she did she just broke down so I sat on the toilet With her on my lap and just held her
I fucked up and I'll do anything to take what I said back, I'll do anything to make her stop crying and take the hurt she's feeling away
"Shhh mama I'm here...I'm so sorry" I say trying to calm her down while rubbing her back
Y/N POV~
"Shhh mama I'm here...I'm so sorry" he says lowly
Im just laying in his neck and he's rubbing my back
"Baby please stop crying...I'm sorry....I'm so sorry" he says lowly again but Low enough I could barely hear him
Ik he didn't mean it....but that's not ok to tell your girlfriend, you don't just throw that shit in her face and say you wish you never met her...that pain I felt when he said that shit I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy man
Hearing that from the only person you thought understood you, the person you tell everything to, the person you truly adore and wanna be around every second of the day, every minute of the day everyday out of the year, the person your so in love with it hurts when they're not with you or you don't hear from them...it'll really does sum to you I swear....it hurts man....it really hurts and I hate it I fucking hate it
But I'm happy he apologized Ig and he's with me rn I hope he realizes how fuck up of him it was to say that
I start to calm down and my breathing slowly goes back to normal after about 20 minutes we just sat in silence and he rocked me and rubbed my back to calm me down
He lifts my chin and our eyes meet and he just stares at me
"I'm so sorry ma" his voice cracks and his eyes get watery
"Just...don't do it again" I say looking down and playing with his pendent with a "D" on it
"Ok ma..." he kissed my forehead
I idc still feel some type of way but At the same time Ik he didn't mean it and I'm warned out
" I love you" he whispered it was so low I couldn't really hear but Ik what he said
I stay quite for a few seconds and look up at him and kiss him
I feel his tears drop and pull away to wipe them and give him one more quick kiss
"I'm still upset about what you said"
"I..Ik ma" he says lowly
" but I forgive you...and I love you too" I smile I don't wanna see him upset we just need to be In each other's presents rn We just need each other
The end
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