"Met you through a suicide..." || kazuscara || modern au

"Go suffocate in a lake"

TW: possible triggers
Mentions of forms of cutting
And forms of slang towards such

Scaramouche woke up on the bed
He wasn't really asleep anyways
His eyeliner was still one his eyes wide open
He seemed groggy
He was too tired and energyless to change
He didn't care anymore
His eyes had eyebags that probably even had eyebags

He didn't care anymore
He just didn't have the motivation too
But he had to get up or shit would just end up getting worse and he does not have the energy to deal with it if it got worse
He lazily got up and went to the bathroom
He undressed himself and got into the shower
He felt his eyeliner running down his face
He loved the idea of a black tears look
Gives him a idea of what to do for today
When he was finished he walked back out
Blow dried his hair for fluffiness put on something more grunge styled
He loved chains so he did alot with that for the day

He just walked out the house after grabbing his bag
His mom looked at him as he left not sharing a word yet a face of concern
He didn't pay any mind to his doted upon sister
He hated her
He never really talked to her but she was the spitting image of his mother
So ofcourse she was favored
She was the "perfect child"
He was just the "reject"
Who was always overdramatic
He was always compared to her he hated it
"Why don't you be more like your sister"
"She completed a modules work in two weeks for summer school"

"I did half a year's work in a fucking day during my virtual schooling give me a fucking break" he mumbled under his breath
He didn't realize he was already at the school
He groaned in annoyance
He hated the fact he was forced back into physical school
He preferred staying at home but his parents didn't give him a choice

"It's the most important years of your life"
Is always what they say
They probably just wanted to kick him out of the house so the home can be theirs alone for school hours

He hated his step-mom yae Miko for doing this to him
Persuading his mother into forcing him into a school like this

He felt his arm have a surge of pain as he opened the locker
Realizing it wasn't locked
A look of worry spread onto his face
A large group of people began laughing
He instantly looked to see the book his therapist forced him to begin writing in as a diary or journal in their hands
His face darkened

"So emo boy likes water ey"

"Shut up Sam"

"OooooOooo someone's feisty today"
He let out a large laugh
Classic popular boy shit laugh

Scaramouche grit his teeth in frustration
If he got into one more fight he's expelled

"Seems like scar boy here feels like he's from the ocean and lakes feeling most at peace there"
Scaramouche instantly caught on to what he meant by scar boy
He felt his anger rise

"Oh someones mad, why don't you add more scars"

"Sam I think that's too far..."

"Shut it puss-"
He was cut off by scaramouche instantly punching him

"You bitch"
Scaramouche instantly straddled him pinning him down and began constantly punching him while in a form of a blind rage trance
Not caring anymore but rather just wanting to hurt him

He lost care for anything anymore
He just wanted to inflict pain
He felt something grab his shoulders pulling him back
A teacher intervened

He snapped out of it looking up at sam
"You bitch"

"SAMUEL LANGUAGE"
the teacher snapped back
Samuel merely groaned and rolled his eyes
Scaramouche zoned out but when he snapped back again all he heard was Samuels voice yelling at him

""Why don't you go back the way you came go suffocate and die in a lake weirdo"

A idea sparked in his head
"Ya know what maybe I will"
All he could hear now was the gasps around him

The teacher let go of his shoulders stumbled backwards with her hand over her mouth and eyes widened her glasses nearly fell off
Even Samuels eyes widened a bit in shock he didn't care
No one stopped him from grabbing his book back
Grabbing the shit needed for class and going to his homeroom

On the walk there he put on his headphones and listened to some music

He didn't care anymore
He was done with everything
It was his last day alive after all
Whos to say he cant spend it as he pleased

When he reached homeroom there were certain people in the classroom specifically a form of security
He heard his name leave their mouths
He instantly knew what they were here for
He didn't realize it slipped his mind

"Fuck..."
He ran off before anyone could recognize he was just there
He ran out the school and to the nearest beach
Inazuma was made up of islands
Its obvious there would be lots of beaches
He ran in a straight line from the school entry
Not caring much for the roads and such

He ran before any teacher could catch him
When he reached the sand he dropped his stuff kicked off his shoes and smiled
No one was at the beach no child no adult no one was there
Makes it even better
He looked at the vast ocean
So peaceful it was sunset already he's been running all day

He loved it
He put his feet into the water
Slowly walking into the beach water
He loved how it felt
It was soothing

His eyes widened a bit as he tripled over a stone not realizing there was a ditch
He fell face first into the water he didn't care tho
He shut his eyes as his body flipped
He heard a splash or a form of interruption within the water surface he opened his eyes to see bubbles and a shadow infront of the bright light of the sunset it looked like a angel but...
It was too late he already blacked out

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A/N
So...
Yea-
I wanted to write something like this
And yea
Its pretty good so far
Sams on his way to most hated characters
We got a whole lot of BS and angst and its only the first chapter
Don't you just love my works?
Anyways enjoy!

Word count : 1093