Aaah! I screamed, waking up out of my sleep because of ANOTHER nightmare. I watched my own father get shot several times in his back trying to protect me. It still pains me even though that was when i was 12; 5 years ago. I can tell that my mom is upset because every year around this time she starts mopping around but it doesnt keep that bright smile off her face.Thats why I love her the most anything can be going on but she smiles through it even thought she is clearly hurting. All of my friends knew about my dad but only because we all went to school together since elementary. Kelly used to be one of my best friends but we got in an arguement because she caught herself tryna but Ciara on blast so i said something, every since then me and Ciara been kinda keeping our distance from her. Its kinda hard though since everyone else is still cool with her so she be around alot but my motto is "forgive and forget" but i'll never forget even though I forgave her.Now we make little talk every now and then.
I turned on the tv to help me go back to sleep since it was only 3 am and we got school in the morning. I was a little afraid to doze off but soon enough I was knocked out cold!
*****MORNING*****
I finally found the strength to get up.I brushed me teeth and i was about to wash my face when i realized how many dried tears i had and how puffy my eyes were from crying so much last night. Why did he have to go? I combed and straightened my black and blonde bob and got dressed. I went downstairs to get breakfast and accidently bumped into Lyric causing her to fall over, then quickly helped her up and took her to the kitchen with me . She is 7 but is already being chased by all these little boys. My brothers were a little mad cause they so dang protective but me and Lauren had to reassure them that she wasnt paying attention to them! Our family consists of 3 girls and 2 boys and of course my mommy. Me and Lyric walked in the kitchen to be greeted by Pooch,Tip and Lauren i wonder what has them happy this morning. I got finished and since i was gonna drive my car today I told ma that i was taking Lyric and Lauren to school the boys can drive themselves.
*****School*****
All of us go to the same school but Lauren is one year younger than me. When me and Lauren walked in the school we immediately went to our group of friends in the cafeteria.I sat on Trey lap because, well we go out. Everyone say we cute together. We was just sitting chilling and stuff having a good time but i kept feeling Ty starring at me so i looked up at him and he instantly looked away. What was up with that? Micheal is cute pink full lips, tatts, swag, he has the whole package but im happy with Trey. Sometimes he makes me mad but we been together for 3 years now and we going good. Im with Trey. Micheal play around with Chyna.Kelly go with Nayvadius (future) but he dont go to this school. Bow single.Beyonce with Breezy. Tip with Ciara. Drake and Pooch cant be commited so the got different brides week.
*****SIXTH HR.*****
Man this teacher on some BS she trippin on me cause I came in late. I tried to show her my pass but she gone mark me tardy anyways. Idk why she always got this stank ass attitude with me. Im passing with an A. I do all my work, I talk but it's only before and after work. I continued to make my way to the back of the room where we always sit then she got the nerve to tell me i need to sit in the front since i got an attitude. She gone tell me that all the way AFTER i dont got my stuff at the back already.
Me: Man naw you the one wit the attitude i came in there NOT disturbing NOBODY with my pass and you got the nerve to tell me Im tardy and I got the attitude? Gone somewhere with that sh**.
Teacher: * on the thing calling the office*Yes she refuses to get out. Yes.. uh huh. I told her to sit in the front since she cant concentrate in the back. Then she started cussing at me.Yes.. Ok..
Me: BULLSH**!! You a lie.
within minutes i was being dragged to the principles office. But he cool so he aint gone really say nun to me.
Principle: Why are you here AGAIN Ms. Hilson?
Me: Cause Ms. Lane got an attitude with me AGAIN. I showed her my pass but she marked me tardy. I shook it off and was on my way to the back but she gone tell me to sit in the front and I said no.
Principle: Alright i'll talk to her
Me: sh** you need to
Principle: Ok cool it thug life
Me: Word? And can i leave now bell just rung
Principle: Yeah you can go
*****AFTER SCHOOL*****
Most of the clique stayed after school either football,cheerleading, detention,tutoring or helping teachers organize.
Me and most of the girls were in the gym getting ready for cheerleading practice when when we saw Nicki and Gabrielle.UGH! I cant stand neither one of them they always going after peoples mans cause they cant get their own. I cause them 'flirting' with Trey but he didnt pay attention to them. It made me happy to see that meaning im doing something right! (; Bey saw how tense my face was becoming looking at them come closer to us so she tried to change the subject but i couldnt help but keep glancing over there from time to time. Just then Aaliyah came running up to us she is on the news committee so she keeps up stocked on all the latest gossip even though its not what she is supposed to do.
Aaliyah: I just saw Nicki sucking Tips face off.!
Me: What! Ciara is gonna be hella mad when she find out
Aaliyah: No! He didnt kiss her back he was a little startled but he quickly pulled away.
Me: Well im still telling her its the right thing to do since she is one of my best friends. Wouldnt yall be mad if yall was in her place?
The girls: Yeah i guess you right... in unison
As they continued talking i kept asking myself why Nicki would kiss Tip. Then it hit me she did it to break up Tip and Cece. We've been waiting in the gym for a long time where is this teacher at? I decided to go to the football field while we waited.
Me: Yall wanna go to the football field ??
Beyonce: I wanna go.
Kelly: Yeah me too.
Me: Ight lets go.
*****FOOTBALL FIELD*****
When we reached the football fireld the first person i spotted was Ty.He must have notcied my smiling cause he looked at me and winked.Why am i all of a sudden having these feelings for Ty? My thoughts were interrupted by Trey kissing my my neck. Ive been thinking for a while now i guess.
Me: Hey babe
Trey: Wassup? We celebrating later he said while winking at me.
Me: Celebrating what this is only practice hunny. I said passionately kissing him. We stopped when we heard someone clear their throat.
Ty: Now that you two are done, yall wanna chill at my house tonight?
Me: Yeah i'll go.
Trey * On phone * Sorry i have to go i'll be there later though. *daps everyone up* * kisses my cheek then gives me a quick peck on the lips*
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