BEST FRIEND [ SHXTOU ]

♡ - CRISIS

[how do you make your feelings go away?]

no results.

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he's always been your best friend. you didn't want to ruin your friendship with him because of what you're feeling towards him but at the same time you wanted to scream at him so he would know and become aware of what the truth really was.

everytime you spent time together, all your feelings and words bubble to the point you couldn't properly talk around him.

he noticed it too.

"you okay? you kinda lost your track there." he looked at you. you didn't talk for a good 5 minutes. too distracted because of his face.

you finally caught on and blushed red as a tomato. "oh! sorry, i.. kinda lost focus."

"i'm doing this kind of project.. and it's been stressing me out...?" you used an excuse that sounded more like a question.

he awkwardly let out a chuckle and looked at you weirdly. "you know you can contact me if you need help, being stressed out isn't good."

you just smiled at him awkwardly. "no, it's fine.. i think i can do it myself but thanks for the offer, sho."

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how embarassing.

RING! RING! RING!

INCOMING CALL: SHO!

"hey! what's up?"

"well you sound hyped up for no reason.."

"god forbid someone is excited."

"haha! i'm kidding, it's cute don't worry."

"ha. ha. very funny sho."

"haha!"

his laugh sounded attractive. you wanted to play it on a cassette tape on repeat.

"i got a feeling if you didn't get your major, you probably would've been a comedian by now."

"ouch."

"i meant in a good way! comedians are pretty well known, you could get so popular by it!"

"if you're talking about those comedians posting their jokes on tiktok in a bar then that doesn't count!"

"aw c'mon.. i meant it in a good way, really."

"i know! i'm just messing with you."

"why'd you call anyways?"

"oh! i wanted you to come over so we could hang out. if you're fine with it, of course."

"of course i am! just ask me and i'm ready to go."

"thank you [name], i really appreciate it."

you had nothing to say back but just smile. a smile he couldn't see.

"i'll see you then."

"alright! see you later!"

CALL ENDED.

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you didn't know what to wear. you went through your closet and found nothing presentable, you wanted to present him but you had no outfit to do so. but at the same time, you felt like you were doing too much just for him.

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you were nervous than ever. which was confusing for you as you visited his apartment countless of times since you've been friends.

but right now, it felt different.

you were about to knock when shoto swung the door open. "hey [name]!"

you smiled awkwardly infront of him. "hey sho.. sorry if i was a little early."

he smiled at you and gave a path to go inside, "no worries! i really wanted you to be early so we could hang out longer."

you entered and then the obvious set in, you were in his apartment once again.