Can't be too loud, and can't be too busy
Another day, more getting told to shut up or quiet down when I talk. I wanted to hang out with my sister today, but my friends wanted to hang out. I told them I can't hang out with them, once again they make me the bad guy and guilt trip me into hanging out with them anyways.
If I don't answer now, are they still going to miss me?
My friends were all texting each other in the group chat I was in, not even talking to me. I texted the group chat and said "If you guys aren't going to talk to me in the group chat that I'm in, then text each other in your not-so-secret group chat that I'm not in. I'm tired of hearing my phone ding and none of the messages being for me."
Can't be too loud, can't be too busy
Another day, more getting told to shut up or quiet down when I talk. I wanted to hang out with my dad today, but my friends wanted to hang out. I told them I can't hang out with them, they made me the bad guy and tried to guilt trip me into hanging out with them anyways. I didn't give in. I told them that I have other things that are more important to do.
If I don't answer now, are they still going to need me?
I was helping my sister with her homework, so I wasn't paying attention to my phone. When I finished, I checked my notifications and see 2 texts and a missed call from one of my friends. The first one was asking if what dress she should wear to the dance, then the missed call, then she said that she talked to someone else and said I'm no help. I texted her back and told her that helping my sister is more important than picking out a dress for some stupid dance.
Can't be too proud, can't think I'm pretty
I wore a tank top dress that went just above my knees and a cardigan. It was a dress that hugged my body because of the material it was made from. A girl called me a whore that is begging for attention from the boys. I told her that I was finally confident enough in my body to wear it. And that she dresses in clothes more revealing than mine, so I asked what that says about herself. She was standing there, not saying a word, so I walked off like the bad bitch I am.
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?
I was hanging with my "friends", and they were all talking about their flaws or things they wish they could change about themselves. They asked me what I would change about myself, I said "nothing". They didn't believe me, they said that there was surely something I would change. I answered honestly and told them that I would change my friends. I told them everything I knew that they did "secretly".
Life of the fat, funny, friend
Life of the fat, funny, friend
Life of the fat, funny, friend
Life of the fat, funny, friend
That is how I used to see myself. The fat friend, the friend that was only around to make jokes and cheer people up. Not anymore. I am confident in my body; I am confident in myself.
I've drawn out in Sharpie where I'd take the scissors
I stopped self-harming. If I ever get the urge to, I take the hair tie that is on my wrist and lift it up then let it go, letting it hit my skin. I was told that this is a better way to cope, better than cutting or harming myself.
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US:
Crisis Text Line: 741741
Youthline: text "teen2teen" to 839863
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project (for LGBTQIA+ youth): 1-866-488-8255
Trans Lifeline: 877-565-8860
Sexual Assault: 800-656-4673
NEDA (National Eating Disorders Association) Helpline: 1-800-931-2237
Teenline: text "TEEN" to 839863
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Post-Abortion Hotline/Pro-voice: 1-866-439-4253
Pregnancy Hotline: 1-800-467-8466
Post-Partum Depression: 1-800-PPD-MOMS
Kids Helpline: 1-800-551-800
Depression: 1-615-465-4875
Anxiety: 1-615-465 4875
Anorexia: 1-866-235-4572
Mental Health: 800-662-4357
National Alliance for the Mentally ill: 1-800-950-6264
Self-Harm Beyond Blue: 1-800-3668-288
National Mental Health Association Information Centre: 1-800-969-6642
End Abuse Domestic Assault line: 1-800-END-ABUSE
National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-7233
Suicide Prevention Centre: (310) 391 11253
Samaritans: Boston, Massachusetts – (617) 274-0220
Samaritans: Rhode Island - (401) 272-4044
Samaritans: New York - (212) 673-3000
UK:
Shout: text "shout" to 85258
Samaritans: 116 123
Childline: 0800 1111
Abuse Not: 0808 8005015
Brook Young People's Information Service: 800 0185023
Eating Disorder Support: 01494 793223
Anxiety UK: 0844 477 5574 OR 03444 775 774
Depression Alliance: 0845 123 23 20
Rape Crisis Centre: 01708 765200
Rape/Sexual Assault Female: 0808 8000 123
Rape/Sexual Assault Male: 0808 800 122
Miscarriage Association: 01924 200799
LLGS Helpline (LGBTQIA+): 0300 330 0630
Sexuality Support: 01708 765200
Bereavement: 0800 9177 416
Runaway/Homeless: 0808 800 70 70
CareConfidential Pregnancy/Post-Abortion: 0800 028 2228
Domestic Violence Helpline: 0808 2000 247 OR 0345 023 468
National AIDS Helpline: 0800 567 123
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