Tired of feeling numb and used up?! Well the simplest solution is to keep it all locked inside of you and never look back because it won't come out as aggression and then you'll lose the people you hold dear to your heart and then you won't have to deal with anyone else's bullshit whether they don't care or they never at all. Just walk away and leave that shit behind because there is no one holding you back and you'll never get to see that light you once looked upon ever again. To put it simply they were never there for you in the first place. Just a tool, a pawn in their master plan. You're nothing but a waste of space to everyone around you and you'll never get that nostalgic feeling of being needed or wanted. Even welcome can work in case. Now it's all an act, a chore to keep up the impression of happiness and having to pick yourself up and never someone else belong you. You pick up others hit you'll never be the one who gets help. You're nothing in this who scheme or game we call life. Why does it have to happen to me? Why did things change? Why did things have to fall apart? Why?
