Man it sucks sometimes. That feeling, reminding you of the past. Nostalgia they call it, a curse to be sure. Yet a sad blessing. Memories of sweeter times. Times when you didn't feel the crushing pressure and stress of life. A time when all you did was play with friends and wanna stay up late cause you don't know better. You don't know the harsh truth yet. That all those memories will be just that memories, for in the moment they where just you having fun. As I sit alone that feeling creeps back it hurts, makes me want to cry. Is that normal? I don't know, possibly...maybe, but the only certainty to it is that it is bitter-sweet. Its funny and sad at the same time. Happy yet, so soo sorrowful all at once. Is this a past saying that you're not who you once where, that you have unfinished goals or possibly that you lost sight of the bigger picture. In the end no one but me or well you can answer that. See we have to answer that, all of us on our own have to answer that. For me its a sign that there is work needed and that i could be happier. For you? I don't know the road is unclear, but that's the beauty of it its your road to pave. No mater what anyone says it's never too late to go and find your happiness. Just remember that sometimes, sometimes the Nostalgia will hurt.
