Do I Tell You I Love You?

Am I the Only one who's catching butterflies?

I still remember.

I still remember,
the day I was told that Taeyang subae-nim chose me to be one of his backup dancers in his new M/V.

I still remember,
How nervous I was , how my heart was beating fast and how hard it was to breathe. The moment I stepped into the dance practice room.

I still remember,
How nice those Dorks were to me even since the very beginning,
and how I knew that they will be my best friends...Always...

And I still remember....Him...

There was something about him, something magical and Mesmerizing  that made him stand out.
It felt like there was some sort of invisible strings pulling me toward him or something.

I still remember,
How those beautiful dark eyes sparkled like dust The moment he laid them on me for the first time...

I still remember,
How things flew nearly effortlessly between us and how natural it was sharing space with him.

At first, I didn't know what to call the frogs and butterflies that danced in my belly whenever he was near,
but now I know they have a name.
That one little word that can either heal or destroy us...

So we both kept silent,
And eventually we---or maybe just me alone, drew that line between us...
We can't neither leave nor get closer.

I still remember, I do.
I still remember him, Kim Hanbin.

                                                            
                                                             -Lisa

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Nov 2013:Taeyang Ringa Linga M/V
With YG trainees as Backup dancers
(Winner: Mino,Taehyun
iKON: Jinhwan,Bobby & B.I
Blackpink: Lisa)