This is a what-if situation after GuHai raped BaiLuoYin. After BaiLuoYin recovered, he left GuHai and didn't return. He settled everything with ShiHui, then he went to his mother and accepted her offer to go abroad. GuHai who was devastated can only...
Bai LuoYin didn't tell the whole story. He was not ready and felt that those horrible part wasn't appropriate to share, at least not now, not on this occasion.
Derryn was the first to patted his shoulder then hooked Bai LuoYin's shoulder with his arm, then Felix did the same to his other shoulder. After they let go, Ryan hugged him and lovingly scuffled his hair. Ashley was the last one. She hugged Bai LuoYin and didn't let go for a while.
After Ashley let Bai LuoYin go, Derryn asked, "Does your parents know about your relationship with him?"
"They have no idea. Or maybe they do. I don't know. My mom's husband is a top military general. I guessed he has some ideas? He got eyes and ears everywhere. But he was very cold to his son. So... I'm not sure if he even care. "
"O my God, your step dad sounds terrifying." Derryn shuddered and scrunched his face. He looked so funny and made Bai LuoYin laughed.
Seeing Bai LuoYin laughed, the others laughed too. The heavy atmosphere before suddenly loosen up.
Felix realized something and couldn't help but asked, "Are you starting to feel the seeds of love again? Why you suddenly asked to grow another heart?"
Bai LuoYin blushed. His cheeks and ears turned crimson red. But before he could think of an answer, suddenly they heard a voice.
"Hey rugrats*, look what I brought. Let's have a barbie* tonight." Ty's voice fill the space. The guy showed the bags he was holding, put it on the table and took out the things inside. Hearing Ty's voice, Bai LuoYin's face who was already red, became even more redder. Luckily nobody notice it because everyone's eyes were on the things that Ty's brought out from the bags. It was full of different types of meat from pork, beef, lamb, even kangaroo and crocodile meat.
"Woaaa Hyung! this is noiiiice!!! What's the occasion? You bought so many meat! even roo* and crocs* too!" Derryn excitedly shouted. Everybody called Ty, hyung. They all followed Felix and they like the sound of it. Except for Ashley of course, she called him with the sweet sound of oppa.
"I just want to feel the feeling of having barbie with you all. I never got the chance to do it for all this time i was here."
"Hyung, you're Aussie slang progressing a lot, hahahaha..." Derryn complemented Ty
"Thank you for the compliment my dear Sir." Ty bowed respectfully to Derryn and made them all laugh.
Suddenly Ashley cut their laugh by giving them order. "Ok boys, get ready to work! Derryn, Ry, you two go to woolies* and get us more beer, LuoYin and Hyung, please help with the barbie, I think someone use it last night and I don't think those idiot clean it up yet. Felix and I will prepare the sauce. Now, chop chop, on your way now boys."
Without command, all the boys replied her with, "Sir, Yes Sir!" while giving her a military salute. Then they continue laughing and get on with their task. Ashley rolled her eyes and took Felix's hand then dragged him away.
And that's left Bai LuoYin and Ty alone at the pool side and Bai LuoYin felt the sudden stillness in the atmosphere. He opened his mouth tried to say something to Ty, but nothing came out. Until finally Ty asked him, "LuoYin, where are the cleaning thingy to clean the barbie?"
Bai LuoYin snapped out of his dazed and answered "Umm, yes, it should be in the equipment room. I will get it. Wait here for a while Hyung."
When Bai LuoYin returned, they immediately clean the barbeque stove. They worked in silence. Ty saw Bai LuoYin still tried to avoid him, he didn't want to cause trouble for him, so he kept quiet, but after some times passed without any word coming from any of their mouth, Ty couldn't stand it anymore, he finally called him out.
"LuoYin, why are you still avoiding me? I thought we made it clear the other day. Am I that scary andmade you still scared of me?"
Bai LuoYin startled by his question, so he answered, "No Hyung, not at all. I just...I just... I don't know what to say..." Bai LuoYin then looked to the ground to avoid Ty's gaze.
"Can I ask you things, so at least we can have conversation here? To tell you the truth, I don't really like this silence. It seems like you avoiding me. You said you do not not like me, that I only remind you of someone, but it seems it's not the case?"
"It's not like that Hyung, I just... I guess..." Bai LuoYin couldn't continue anymore.
"What? What is it? Look LuoYin, I like you. I like you since the moment I saw you, I like you more when I heard from Felix about you, and I like you even more from our daily life together. You are not only good looking, but you are smart, you are funny, you are a great singer, you work hard, a great friend, but why in front of me you seems like a different person? DO I really remind you of that person and it made me obnoxious in front of you? It seems like you may know someone, but not their heart."
Ty is a straightforward person, he's been holding up his thought for a while, until he couldn't take it anymore and blurted everything out to Bai LuoYin.
Bai LuoYin was scared stiff by his expression. "Hey Hyung, what's with the 'we may know someone, but not their hearts'? How is this comforting me when you're frightening me?"
However, Ty just smiled at him, "I never say that I'm comforting you. I just want to tell you that people's hearts are complicated, and you yourself may not be able to see it clearly. So don't come to a conclusion so early, and you should at least give me a chance. You know I was thinking of different ways to confess to you, but you don't even give me any. So I guess, hey, this is my confession to you. I like you Bai LuoYin, I really really like you. The kind of like between two person who intend to be lover and not just brothers."
In the end, Bai LuoYin was once again moved by him.
he thought, "In fact, I can guess his purpose. But what does Ty think I am when he thinks he is so self-righteous, doing everything for my own good? Should I rather pretend I didn't know anything and probably only secretly liking him?...Wait...what? liking him? do I like Ty? Do I started to have feeling for Ty? Should I try again? But I've been wounded. My heart is filled with scars. Ty and I might love and understand each other, but sometimes it's not enough just to have love and understanding. The gap in the heart has to be refilled with time. Once the wound in my heart is healed, the thing between me and him probably will no longer exist. There might be no other person in the world who would ever love me the way GuHai did, but If Ty and I were wrong, then why does it feel so right?"
Southern bright eyes, ebony eyes. I read love in the gaze; since the moment we met, you are my star that never sets by day or night." -- Lermontov
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sunny* = sunglasses (Australian slang) bludger*= lazy person (Australian slang) rugrats*= babies (Australian slang) barbie* = barbeque (Australian slang) roo*= shorts for kangaroo crocs*= shorts for crocodile woolies*= shorts for Woolworth (Australian supermarket)
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MERRY CHRISTMAS everybody and HAPPY HOLIDAY! sorry it took ages (again) to upload, I was just getting caught up in work and real life. fingers crossed I can write more before my holiday is over (which is in another week, OMG!!!)
