2022,lots of things happened for the past 7 months in 2022,unexpectedly lost my beloved father leaving 5 of us in this family,but I know that he's doing good up there in heaven, I always wonder how's afterlife but I hope he's doing well and finally meeting his family. It is painful when someone you love leaves you,but it's part of our life and we can't really do something about it other than moving on,that's
what i'm trying to do right now but it's hard.I'm struggling with my mental health almost everyday but somehow I think it's selfish to do so because I know the others are struggling too,especially mummy who's done so many things in this short period of time. She's grieving and at the same time trying to be the best mother to us and I can't thank her enough for that.Why is it so hard to win for the battles in my mind where i'm trying not to anxious about things,constantly reassuring myself that's everything's going to be good but I tend to jump into conclusion that it'll hurt,I know that good things takes time or even forever but yeah i'm being patient about it right now and hopefully when I look back at this ,at least one part in my life I've found a great happiness.
