"About?." He asked and stare at me.


"About your life. If-" he cut me off. At ngumiti sya sakin.



"It's okay." Hinawakan nya Ang Kamay ko. "my father died because of an island. at that time he was about to come here to take mommy and I to where he worked. I can't blame this island, he's not at fault. no one is at fault. it just hurts so much." His tears were flowing and looked at the sea. " my mommy is at home baking. according to his hobby. I'm happy with mom. I want her to see that I have a wife and a child. "




" Makakaya mo naman 'yan. Trust yourself. " pampagaan ko namang loob sakanya.




" I already have before."




Natahimik ako bigla sa sinabi nyang 'yon. Feeling ko Nasaktan ko siya ng sobra. Hindi naman siya Yung Nasaktan kaming dalawa. Mas nagdusa ako noon. Nag s-sink in yon sa utak ko palagi.



Hindi ko naman maiwasang tumingin sakanya sa labis na pagaalala. I could see the sadness in his eyes. I want to answer but I can't. it still hurts. he was going through something then. Malaya naman kami. Pwede siyang maghanap.





"Lalim na nang Gabi. Uuwi naba Tayo?" pagiiba ko nang usapan.




"I'll get you home."




"Totoo ba?." Usisa ni Vice ng makauwi akong tulala.

"Hindi, teh!." Lumakad ako papunta sofa at inalis ang sandals.



"Matutulog na kami ha!." Lea said and go to their room ganon rin si Vice. Naiwan akong tulala.



"Bakit!?" Paulit ulit na bulong sa sarili ko.





sinubutan ko Ang sarili at tumitig sa kisame. I cried for nothing. I cried at his story. I cried because of what he did back then! I cried why could he do that to me. I cried because now why does he have to show that.




Umiyak ako sa putanginang lalaking 'yon



I want to scream somewhere alone. I will feel better. I want to cry out loud until I lose my feelings. but I can't.  gusto Kong lumayo ng ako lang Yung tipong Hindi na nila ako mahahanap.



I wanted to be alone.....



Papasok na sana ako nang Makita si Lea na papunta ng kitchen. Kita ko Ang bakas sa Mukha nyang gulat Ng Makita akong nakatayo sa harap ng sofa.





"You can not sleep?..." Lumapit siya sakin at hinaplos ang luhang pumatak... "or you can't sleep because you think about him?."




"I need to get away from him again to feel happy?.I feel like I'm not happy to see him being kind to me." My tears forming again!." Nasanay akong siya yong dating Ogie. "






" No you don't need to get away from him..... I think you need to...rest." Saad ni Lea at niyakap ako.




" Gagawin mo pala?. " Tanong ko rito ng humiwalay ako sa yakap nya.




" Sinusulat ko mga Wala sa ref baka mag grocery ako bukas. " Masayang sagot nya..." Matulog kana! Your eyes!. "






Pumasok na ako ng Kwarto at natulog. Maaga akong nagising para pumunta sa coffee shop. Parang gusto ko nang kape. Sinuot kolang Yung Isang double breasted color navy blue. Nag open muna ako ng Instagram Bago ako umalis sa Kwarto.




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