Player (Reader Insert)

chapter 7

Y/N: well it's just at first nobody other than batter and Zacharie noticed me then as I started to interact with things I am starting to be noticed. The gaurdians seems to have a different veiw of me .

Zacharie took the chance to keep their state

Y/N

The player

HP: ???/cp:???

The vessel for corruption and the puppeteer of the purifier

Vessel of corruption that part worries him , he has an idea of what it means but he hopes his theory isn't true.

Judge: that's a interesting theory hmm

Zacharie: I guess you're appearance change like batter but only those who think you as a friend can see your true self

Judge: or your appearance simply is how everyone thinks

Y/N: both are pretty interesting theory , I guess I will find out soon enough . Well Judge is it ok if I live here until I find my way back home

Judge: your welcome to stay as long as you need

Y/N: nice also I wanna meet sugar and don't worry we are just going to have a friendly chat

Judge: alright I will open the place for you

They went outside and goes to the room to see sugar

Y/N: hey sugar

Sugar: it's a beautiful day, a happy day :)

Y/N: it sure is my name is Y/N

Sugar: oh I know who you are smoke eyes. Your like zacharie

Y/N mind: smoke eyes? Does she thinks me as a enemy or it's something else

Y/N: what do you mean like Zacharie?

Sugar: Zacharie hasn't told you :( I guess he is scared of smoke eyes

Y/N: I am pretty weak and harmless compared to him so what's so scary about me ?

Sugar: I won't tell if zacharie doesn't tell smoke eyes but smoke eyes seem nice so I will be your friend :)

Y/N: would you like to dance? And I don't mean as a battle since I am pretty useless without batter

Sugar: I will love that

Y/N and Sugar dance together, they were having fun . Meanwhile Batter is again sitting in a corner thinking

Zacharie: so amigo are you planning to go back with the queen?

Batter: I ...I don't know so I am staying with them

Judge: you don't need to stay with them all the time you know

Batter: I know

Judge: then ?

Batter: I suppose I am kinda used to being near their presence

Zacharie: don't tell me that you feel insecure if the strings aren't attached

Batter: ...............no

Judge: that took abit longer from your usual response

Batter: must be your imagination

Zacharie: oh wow the great purifier knows how to lie huh . You know it's alright to be scared of something

Batter: I am not scared just.....sigh not used to being in control of my actions

Judge: you mean you enjoy being at their mercy

Batter: more or less I guess. In all honesty they don't really control me they never did unless needed to. It's just having their presence makes me feel safe like I am not alone

Judge: (chuckle) both of you are odd one but I suppose it's not a bad thing

Batter: how is Y/N odd?

Judge: they are pacifist they don't like any sort of violence but that doesn't mean they won't be violent when needed to. They like helping others and they know when they can't help someone. They believe in kindness but that doesn't mean they are guillible .

Zacharie: what Pablo meant is that they are very mature and is aware of their actions . They are unique

Batter: yes they are sigh

Zacharie: what's wrong?

Batter: I wish I could remember the previous times

Judge: I will go and check on Valarie (leaves )

Zacharie: I don't think you would want that

Batter: but I do it's better if I remember everything instead of the feeling of deja Vu. I envy you that you remember the moments with y/n and how close you two are

Zacharie: don't let yourself down you two are close as well

Batter didn't say anything he seems to be mild annoyed that Zacharie doesn't understand what he is trying to say . Zacharie seems to notice it and surprised that he is being serious. He doesn't want batter to have full self awareness mostly because he isn't sure if batter could handle it . This wasn't the first time batter asked for it ,in the time's of the omnipotent Y/N in one of the 5 or 15 resets he told him about it, of course he manages to change topic somehow because it was out of mere curiosity that batter had but Now Batter seems sincere about wanting to have full awareness of the resets and he is certain that there is no way in hell he can change his mind

Batter: I have an question

Zacharie: what is it ?

Batter: like y/n you also knew what I was going to do then why bother helping me

Zacharie: it's for getting credits

Batter: your really that greedy or is it the fact that you knew you can't stop me ?

Zacharie: not really without my help you two will have problem as soon you ran out of cp so that theory isn't accurate

Batter: I suppose so but I can't help but to feel like there is something else

Zacharie: probably because it's my own role given to me just like how your role is the purifier

Batter: I see ....

Zacharie: are you sure you want that? It's kinda blessing that you don't remember deads and such

Batter: yes

Zacharie: (blinks) amigo I am being serious having awareness is have big burden to have . You don't want to have the content feeling of the days repeating itself and---

Batter: If it gets me to know my friend well enough then I am alright with it .

Zacharie sighed and thinks for a bit . He can try mess around with the codes to make him self aware but he isn't sure about the consequences of it . Batter is being stubborn about it and he could make his wish come true....but he needs to ask one last question before doing that

Zacharie: ok but are you alright with seeing them die at one point? The last time it happened you didn't even sleep at all

Batter: .....I am not sure about it, that is the first time I am seeing them die so I was not prepared for it if you're wondering why I am not that concerned about others dieing it's because I was mentally prepared for it

Zacharie mind: at least he gave a honest answer. Hopefully it goes well

Zacharie: .......... I suppose I could find a way to do it but I warned you as soon as you gain it there is no turning back from it

Batter: alright

Zacharie: then get some rest amigo I will go and get them to sleep

Batter: alright (started to leave )

Zacharie: where are you going?

Batter: the roof

Zacharie: why ?

Batter: to sleep (leave)

Zacharie: oh boy tomorrow Y/N is going to have a surprise (chuckle)