If Only

Chapter 14

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Its 5:30 in the morning and school doesnt start till 7 but its also Monday.

Im doing a new thing where on Mondays I just pack my cheer bag for the week and clean out my folders.

I get all done with that stuff and its 6.

I go into the bathroom and get a shower.

After I get out I get dressed for school.

Im wearing a pair of ripped jeans, my high heeled boots, and a long sleeved shirt with some cool designs.

Obviously for accessories are my leather fingerless gloves, and just some rings and bracelets.

I put my hair in durch braids with pigtaiks at the bottom which shows my blue curls at the bottom, and finish with some mascara.

*Im ready for the day finally* I think to myself.

I grab my bag full of my school stuff and head to the cafeteria to get breakfast.

I see Carlos and Jay sitting at our usual table and head over to them.

"Hey guys" I say.

"Morning Y/n, looking beautiful as always" Jay says.

"Why thank you Jay" I say back to him.

"Heres your daily morning muffin" Carlos says, handing me a blueberry muffin.

Who knew blueberrys and muffins would be so good?

"Thank you Carlos" I say.

I literally love the both of them so much, they're so nice to me.

Of course I see Mal and Evie walk in with their dirty looks.

But this time they sit somewhere else.

Whatever as long as if I cant see their bitch faces Im fine.

"Okay guys we need to head to class" I say finishing my muffin.

"Alright lets go" Jay says.

We walk to class and get our day started.

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The school day is over but now is time for cheer practice.

"Okay you guys meet up at the front entrance in 10?" I ask Jay and Carlos.

They both nods their heads and we go our separate ways to our dorms and grab our stuff.

We're all at the entrance and we start to head out towards the field.

"Y/n just promise not to walk into the shower rooms again" Carlos says.

"Yes Carlos I get it" I say rolling my eyes.

"What do you mean by that?" Jay asks.

Carlos and I give each other a knowing look.

"Its an inside joke" We both say at the same time.

"Its embarrassing too, no one is going to know about it. It stays between us" I say warning Carlos.

"Yeah yeah I know. Otherwise Ill get my ass kicked."

"Good thing you remeber that becuase if so, you will get your ass kicked." I say.

We're down at the football field.

"Okay guys have fun" I say.

"You too" they both say.

I head over to the bleachers and set my stuff down.

I get changed into some more flexible pants and change my shoes.

I head to where the girls are and Audrey is already making a fuss.

"Okay guys we have to make a better routine then last game and- Y/n your late." She says.

I look down at the watch on my wrist and realize I guess I am.

"Im only late by 3 minutes Audrey" I say.

"I dont care being late is being late now drop down and give me 30. 10 for each minute" She says.

Uhm excuse me thats a little dramatic.

"You know Audrey if I knew I was gona have to do pushups I wouldn't be late." I just hate pushups.

I bet if it were the other girls she wouldnt have done it. She just hates me so much.

"Well its a new rule that only applies to you" She says with a fake smile on her face.

I knew it.

"Audrey thats not fair if it applies to me, it applies to everyone else." I say

"Im captain whatever I say goes or else your off the team." She says.

I think for a second. I guess Ill have to make a choice.

"Welp it was nice knowing you guys so bye." I say.

I can feel the smile on Audreys face.

But she doesnt know whats coming.

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Its dinner time now and I'm in the cafeteria sitting with Jay and Carlos.

"Y/n why werent you at the field after practice?" Carlos asks.

"Well I got kicked off. Actually let me rephrase that. I left." I said.

They both look at me with dropped jaws.

"Why did you leave I thought youve always wanted to show off your talents. And that you love cheer" Jay says.

"Oh I do but I have a plan" I say

I whisper in their ears telling them my plan.

"That is so perfect you have to do that" Carlos says.

"Yes I agree 100%" Jay says.

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Im back in my dorm reading my book when I see Lonnie come in.

"Hey Lonnie" I say.

"Oh hey Y/n, how was your weekend? I noticed you weren't here."

"Yeah I was in the isle" I tell her.

"Thats cool, Ive kinda always wanted to go to the isle."  She says.

i look over to her

"Lonnie that place is not for kids like you. Its full of bad people with bad reputations" I tell her.

"I know I just want to know what its like" She tells me.

"I can always talk about it if you want" I say.

She shakes her head no. "I mean like in person"

I shrug my shoulders "I guess. Maybe you can go there sometime" I say.

She looks at me and smiles.

Im not close with Lonnie but honestly I love her.

"Well Im going to bed its been a long day" I say getting under my blankets.

"Okay goodnight Y/n" she says.

"Goodnight"

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