My secret therapist

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"I think im going to go to emmet house " I say grabbing my stuff and hugging them

"alright and please text me.." he says as I left

I lied... I wasn't going to emmet house.. I just wanted to be alone and away from my problems 

I hated myself for everything I have dragged myself into 

I drove around for nearly an hour and I decided to pay my therapist a visit even if its after hours 

I pulled outside the building and just sat in my car

me- I don't mean to seem weird but I was driving around and im outside your building .. if you wanted to talk

Amir- you fine and ill be right out.

I sighed putting my phone down not even realizing what the fuck am I doing, why am I here, cause he's the only person made me smile maybe ? But I just met him and im already being weird ... ugh I hate this 

I didn't realized he walked outside until he tapped on my window which scared me 

"Shit sorry" I said as I unlocked the door and let him in

"hey wassup you okay ?" he asked getting in 

"yea im fine for now ... I was just needing confidence from someone about me giving him the divorce papers... im scared ... my brother is coming with me but deep down im still scared "

"its okay to be scared trust me you have a right to be scared in this situation .. but think about it once he sign the papers your free to live your life how you would like and more.." he says looking at me 

"yea I understand.. sorry for just coming just out of nowhere bothering you... your wife is probably confused " I say flushing my blush behind me

"Love , I have no wife im single " he chuckles looking at me and sends tight tingles through my body

"and its not a problem you showed I have no problem with that .. I like talking to you anyway your cool."he said smiling showing his nice smile as I smiled back

"thank you.. I needed this .. " I say blushing and not making eye contact 

"No problem. ill see you tomorrow " he says getting out 

I breath out the breath I had held inside out not even realizing 

I texted my brother I was going home and he replied he was on his way there 

I drove home thinking bout how would this play out .. will he hate me more than he already do,, I fucking hate this

I seen my brothers car in the driveway and I got out and so did he

he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and we walked in the the house to see the same woman straddling him

"babe she brought a guy" the girl says getting up

"bitch its my brother fuck you" I say and he speaks "Watch your mouth " he says but as I was about to go off my brother said something first 

"Nah bitch you watch the way you talk to my sister .. its already enough you hit on her then feel sorry you never suppose to touch no female !" he sat letting me go 

I get nervous cause last time they were into it they both got badly hurt and blood was everywhere and now blood makes me queasy..

"go get your stuff " he says , I thought he was talking about the papers but he was talking about my actual stuff

I ran upstairs packing as him and my brother argued and before I left I grabbed my divorce papers and walked downstairs 

I dropped my bag on the floor catching their attention 

"fuck you going " he asked aggressively 

"away from you ! you treat me with the most disrespect and im suppose to be your fucking wife Timothy ! YOU HAVE NEVER DID ANYTHING AFTER WE GOT MARRIED TO MAKE ME SMILE ONCE .. YOU HAVE A WHOLE BITCH IN OUR ! OUR FUCKING HOUSE ! PROBABLY FUCKED HER IN THE BED WE SLEEP IN SO SINCE YOUR SO FOCUSED ON HER AND THESE OTHER HOES SIGN THESE FUCKING DIVORCE PAPERS IM OVER YOUR ASS AND HAVE BEEN FOR THE LONGEST AND PLEASE DONT COME AFTER ME .. YOU DAMAGED MY LIFE ENOUGH.." I say crying sighning  my part of the paper .

"you know what.. fuck your bitch ass " he said trying to hit me but my brother stood in front of me

"sign the fucking papers" my brother said calmly

while my brother made him sign the papers I took my bags to my car  and walked back inside the house getting the rest of my belongings 

"Have funn hun" he girl waved off

my brother grab the divorce papers and we walk outside and he puts the rest of my stuff in his car and before I get into my car I start to cry and it begins raining 

my brother rush over to me hugging me close

"shh shh its okay.. its okay its all over now.. the papers are going to take like 45 days to get to the court then we can go to court and get all this over " he said holding me 

I seen blue and red flashing lights coming out of nowhere and they passed us rushing inside of the house 

I looked up to Kylan asking him did he call the cops but he didn't 

I didn't either so im not sure who did.. maybe neighbors ?

the police asked me questions and more stuff then they finally let me go home 

I was going to stay with my brother for a while as I find a house or apartment to live in and live my life even though he wants me with him completely

I drove with him to his house thinking 'am I really free' from him

I just feel like this is not the end.. not that easy..

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so do you guys think she really escaped ?

Who do you think called the cops lol?

Hope your enjoying it I kinda don't know where my head at with this book 

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SEEMS RUSHED BUT I PROMISE ITA FOR A REASON MY GUY

just to clarify im black... and using the n word is very often for me so most of my cheaters race is like mine and will be describe into the book