repeating days

a weird place he doesn't understand

"Don't leave me" he muttered but soon his vison got blurred and the stone wall was Infront of him again and soon he could see the torch next to his limp hand as he passed out from his panic attack.



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he was alone but he wouldn't admit that and yet he wanted to do it but he knew it would not be worth the time spent.

no one would understand the feeling that came with the situation he found himself in just the feeling of being trapped was bad enough but just the way he passed out made the situation worse.

tommy woke slowly and painfully the moment he felt the taste of consciousness the could immediately feel the morbid pain that came with it a headache started to forming not even a second later tommy realized that he was back in his body.

seconds later a cold feeling came to him, guessing that passing out on the stone floor in a moist hole would do that to you.

his body was not working, his eyes wouldn't open no matter how hard he tried they just didn't listen his fingers wouldn't budge no  matter how hard he thought about them moving, his body ached to get into a better position than the one he fell in but his body just couldn't do it.

his body started to shiver and he couldn't do anything about it he wanted to get out of the small compact room already to try to be in his family's comforting hold again but his body just couldn't listen so he just layed there unable to move for what felt like a million hours.

eventually his mind started wandering and soon tears where dripping onto the stone floor from the still closed eyes of the boy.

eventually after so long Tommy's eyes began to twitch and soon he opened them even if it felt like the hardest thing to do, now he could truly see the small stone room he was trapped in Infront of him he saw his limp hand barrel twitching despite his best efforts, god he felt so helpless, his blue lips started to shake from the need to cry out but they couldn't.

he was stuck in a hole not even able to call out for help, pathetic really? 

the moment his fingers moved was the moment he fully regained control of his own body, now he was finally fucking able to move his legs, regaining control he sat up in a semi sitting positing leaning against a cold stone wall keeping his gaze down as much as he could to try to not trigger his claustrophobia, while he adjusted to his body again he pulled up his inventory, searching for anything useful, nothing in there only one stack of cobblestone a few torches some tools and 13 iron, looking into a corner he found the patch of iron that got him into this place.

god knows how much he wanted to scream at that iron for putting him hear how much he just wanted to burn everything how much he wanted his hands to stop hurting from working how much he wanted to feel warm or to not be hungry again or not injured.

he hated this dimension so much he just wants to be gone from it, but even with that he doesn't look at his arm for the time because the moment he looks at it the moment the moment he will realize how long three years are  ant that will be the moment he will cry himself to sleep.

he hated to look at the iron patch but he knew if he just gathered a few mor iron he will be out of that cave and will never need to go in hear again.

so reluctantly Tommy slowly stood up using the wall as support to steady himself and slowly and surely Tommy was fully standing and weakly swinging against the iron ore, bit by bit the cracks showed and soon the block was in his inventory, it was lucky that he fully mined that patch because along with the 13 iron he had before he now gained 23 new ones to add to his collection, he will be able to make a entire iron armor suit with it along sides a full set of tools and he will be perfect in the tool and armor aspect, another story is the halfway down hunger bar.

stepping up to the cobblestone he placed down to protect himself he placed a ear up to it to see if any sound came from it  but the eari sound of the caves where the only things heard from it and no skeletons nore zombies that where told to rome around the caves where heard so as a test he broke one cobble piece off  and peaked outside.

nothing but the empty place with a single torch sitting alone by itself in a cold cave giving off its dying light.

quickly breaking the other piece off he made a dash for the exit already prepared for a dark night and zombies to be attacking him outside the  cave  but as he sprinted to the exit instead of the dark and deadly scenario he was thinking of a bright and warm light met his eyes.

midday.

huh it wasn't that bad.

tommy thought to himself and began to walk back to his wooden hut enjoying the sunlight on his skin as it warmed him his blue lips turned back to its normal color and a slight smile appeared on the youngers face as he ignored every single pain in his body to enjoy the heat for just a moment