I bent down on my knees and tried to calm Woozi down.
" It's going to be okay, cousin going to get help, you're going to be fine" I said in a calming voice.
It didn't stop him from wailing though.
Finally father, some other relatives and the medics arrived.
They get him out of the ditch and immediately brought him away.
I went up to father and the unexpected happened.
Slap!
He back handed me, this was the first time he ever hit me.
The slap was hard, my neck hurt , I landed on the ground.
I looked up at him shocked.
" Yoongi!!! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING" father yelled.
"What?! I didn't-"
"Your cousin told me, this was your idea, you could have got both of them seriously hurt!!" he continue to yell.
I looked over to cousin who hid behind his mother.
"That's not true, w-ould you not even listen to me?" I asked fighting back the tears that threaten to fall.
" regardless you are the oldest, you should have known better!!" father stated.
"but-"
"no Buts YoongI!! shut your mouth, must you continue to disrespect me!!"
It felt like my heart stopped.
No matter how well behaved you are as child once you make one mistake , it's all over.
When we arrive to the Main house, all I was met with was judging eyes of the family. The worst of them all was grandma.
"Yoon bear , what has gotten into you?" she said in her calming but chilling voice.
I who was on my knees before her was tired of explaining myself so I just simply apologized.
"no matter dear, just don't let it happen again and as punishment you will not be having any piano lessons" It's was the only instrument that I was forced to learn that I enjoyed
"what??!" I shouted
"problem?" Grandma stared at me with her dead eyes that made me shiver in fear.
"no ma'am" I answered.
" Yoon bear I do this because I love you" she said.
love, this wasn't love at all.
That one mistake became two , three till I lost count and no matter what I was responsible. My grades began to slip and the comparison to Woozi didn't help at all. Soon I didn't want do anything and my personality changed.
No matter what I couldn't go back to the way I was. I started to disappoint my family more.
" Young Master has changed hasn't he?"
"yeah, Woozi seems more like the right head of the family"
"Yeah Woozi is more fit, Young Master has become a waste so disappointing"
They turned their backs on me, including Father , He didn't even like the sight of me anymore but he praised Woozi any chance he got. Dad (seokjin) still babied me but he wasn't always around.
The verbal abuse began to increase once I began to act out. Sneaking out, talking back and missing classes. The last straw was fighting with Woozi.
"big brother what a disappointment you've become, don't you see doing those things just makes you an embarrassment, no wonder no one in this family loves you anymore "
I snapped, I didn't even know I had this much pint up anger inside me. I beat him unrecognizable and it felt good,
He laid there Hardly breathing and my fist covered with his blood.
Once people crowded around us, I got up and left.
Father was livid, he immediately planned to ship me away to boarding school.
My father Namjoon, not wanting to deal with me anymore sent me away.
Before that, I stayed with my other grandma (seokjin's mom) and for the first time in a long time I felt loved.
She didn't expect anything from me, she made me cookies and said jokes even though they were horrible I laughed at every single one.
And when it was time for me to leave she hugged me and said. " I'm going to miss you Yoongi and I love you"
I broke down in her arms, I never cried that much in my life not even when my family hit me.
I waved good bye as I entered the car.
She stood by the door, waving until I was out of sight.
If only I knew that would be the last time I'd see her.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------hello imaginary readers, This was an emotional chapter but I hoped you enjoyed it.
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I firmly believe if Yoongi got in a fight with any one he would demolish them. If not? The other guy would look worst than him.
