It been a few days now.
Nothing gotten better.
The hell in my head has started to over flood my brain with dark throughts of death and torture.
I cant tell how long I can manage to deal with it.
I cant turn to anyone to help me understand it.
At this point I just want ot all to end.
Just one stab or pull of a trigger.
All the noise may stop in my head once and for all.
I just want to all stop.
So im sorry to who ever it may hurt.
if it hurt anyone at all but I can't endure this torture for much longer.
It's all my fault for be weak and a coward.
- killing myself coward way of relief.
