Tokyo Revengers ff 『The Hell I've Been Through』

十六

Author Pov

The young lad stared at the dagger that she once swore to stab through the woman but now she doesn't know what to do anymore, she was mad at everything the woman had done to her but a big part of her tells her how important the woman was, she was troubled, her head was hurting so much but she grew used to it to the point she tells herself that she was numb and doesn't care about anything anymore, she lost a lot of people and she couldn't do anything to save them and she hated it, she hated that she was so useless. Tears fell from her eyes without her noticing it until she started sobbing hugging her knees close to her chest her hand balled into a fist as she continued on crying

'I'm so tired'

She mumbled to herself as she covered her face with her palm, quiet sobs leaves her, her depression that had been bottled inside her since her only family had left her came back, she was hanging on a thread all this time and she thinks this was the time where it was about to snap and no one was there to help her and she was thankful for that cause she doesn't want to add her stupid problems to others, the people in this place was already broken and tired from everything ever since they were born

'takara chan'

The girl looked up at the woman who stood in front of her with a sincere smile on her face, it was bright and warm and she love the feeling that the woman gives her, the woman offered her hands to the young one which she hesitantly took, the woman carried her bridal style into what seems to be the balcony of the place, takara just stared at the older one who now has a black wings attached on her back, the older one held takara tighter as they set off the railing and there they go flying, the woman gave takara a bright smile then look up ahead. They were both flying around the place until they reach the subway station where takara was first taken from

'why are we here?'

The young lad asked staring at the woman straight in the eyes, the woman just smile and pulled her outside the subway and there they were walking out of the dark world into the real world which has sun and trees and everything was colorful not like the glum place that she calls hell, takara blink as her eyes wondered around the beautiful place, breathing in fresh air. Is she getting rid of me from the place, but i I can't just leave the others like that, i need to help them, i had promi-

'They wanted to see this place too right?'

The woman said cutting her train of thoughts staring at the setting sun her wings already gone. The older look at takara then smiled

'takara chan sukidayo'

The older spoke tears now falling from her eyes, but her smile was still there, the young one was speechless not knowing what to say

'you still don't remember me and that's good at least that way you don't have to be hurt much more, but i want you to know one thing, i loved you, i still love you and i will keep loving you until the day i leave'

She looks up at the sky with a smile that could warm every person's heart, her eyes closed as her hair flew everytime a gust of wind blows

'a girl told me before that whenever i miss her and we're both far away from each other, she's still will always be there just like the clouds, she'll be there at every seasons, summer, spring, autumn, winter and even rainy days, she'll be there everytime day or night, she also told me that, she'll always be by my side and will not regret defending me even if it hurts her and she'll even give her life to save mine'

She look at takara, her tears stained face that made her heart vitiate everytime she looks at her

'but we were separated, i got stock in a place we're clouds wasn't a thing, or even sky, it was a place where darkness and evil reign, but i didn't lose hope and keep on hanging on her words which was keeping me alive all this time'

She stopped for awhile

'you reminded me of her, the girl i love'

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Takara Pov

I was woken up feeling warm water falling down my cheeks, i held my head as i felt a afflicting pain, it was unbearable and it was breaking me and also my heart as memories flooded my brain remembering all the things that had happen, remembering the girl who cried Infront of me, the same girl who protected me, the girl who i lose, the girl i love, she was here by my side the whole time and she was suffering and all i could do was watch her, i promise to protect her but that never happen, she was the one who protected me and all i did to repay her was to hate her. I stood up and run down the hallways trying to find the room where she supposed to be in, i open the door but she wasn't there, i have lost her one's again. My throbbing heart hammering my ribcage and my uneven breathing makes it even harder for me to walk, but i did not let those things stop me, I'm done crying, I'm done thinking that i had been suffering cause my pain was nothing from hers, i stop when someone had pulled me into a room covering my mouth, the person lock the door, then kick me right on the stomach which made me yelp in pain and close my eyes shut, i was about to open my eyes but the person have covered my eyes with a cloth and also my mouth, then i felt a cold metallic thing that had rapped around my neck, feet, wrist

'you ruined everything... Everything i build.. my efforts.. you ruined it all'

The voice was familiar, i heard it before, it was the abysmal voice that had made my blood boil