I didn't feel right.
I felt weak inside and I just felt like crying, it just didn't look right and I'm starting to overthink things which isn't making anything better.
I gulped and looked down while trying to hold my tears.
I excused myself from Jeung, Jimin and Yoongi and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath. "he...he isn't cheating right?" I asked myself in the mirror, as if I'll get an answer.
There was a big clump in my throat that I couldn't swallow. A tear ran down my cheek as a soft sob left my throat. I gulped a big lump and quickly wiped my tears. "No..no.. no he would never do that right? h..he loves me, he's just a sweet guy to everyone.. it's okay Y/n" I whispered to myself and took a deep breath.
But was it true?
Does he love me?
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The clock had just hit 11:30pm. The party was going great so far and I was having a good time. Partying helped my clear my mind good enough after all that over thinking from earlier.
Besides. Before the party, me and Taehyung ate out together and cuddled while watching movies. So nothings wrong right?
Taehyung excused himself to take a call and he gave me a small peck before walking away. "Y/n!! How are you liking the party so far?" Jungkook asked with a wide smile "it could be better" I joked as his smile faded a bit "I'm kidding!! this party is fucking amazing Jungkook!!" I screamed over the loud music as we both laughed.
A good night with drinking and dancing with friends can't be that bad right? It's been 30 minutes now and something feels missing. I put my drink down and nibbled my bottom lip while nervously looking around.
"Taehyung.." I whispered to myself, he left some time ago but never came back. Is he alright? "Hey Yoongi, I'll be back I'm gonna go check up on Taehyung" I said with a soft smile as Yoongi smiled back and nodded.
I looked around the crowded place as I sighed in annoyance while walking through the smelly people. It smelt like cigarettes and beer. There was some couples making out and some people were already blacked out.
I sighed and made my way upstairs. I looked around and seen a cracked door with lights on. I heard Taehyung's mumbling voice as I softly smile and walked in on him.
Though
He wasn't on his phone..
He was hovered above the same girl from earlier with his face buried in her neck, while showering her neck and collarbone with kisses. She was softly moaning his name as I let out a sob. "T...Taehyung?" I softly called out as he flinched a bit and looked back at me.
His eyes widened and his lips was slightly parted "Y...Y/n" he whispered and instantly got off the girl. I covered my mouth, muffling my loud sobs. Taehyung tried approaching me, but I backed away.
"Baby im sorry I-"
"Please just let me explain?" he cried as I removed my shaky hand from my mouth. I looked at him again and then looked at the girl that was standing at the end of the bed with a guilty look on her face, though she was looking down.
"W..what's there to explain Taehyung?! I already caught you!" I cried out loud. "Just let me-"
"Fine. Go ahead, I'm listening" I said and held back my painful sobs and screams that I wanted to throw towards him. He didn't say anything, he just looked at me. Speechless. Just like how I expected.
More tears ran down his eyes once he noticed my broken appearance. I cried even harder after he didn't say anything "you said you loved me Taehyung!!! I believed you for five months!!" I cried even harder and sat on the floor.
Explain?
Start from the beginning
