I don't want to be alone
But this road I've paved feels so cold
My family would feel so betrayed
I'm just so tired
The past screams in my face
I can't wait for the future
Just not this one
I have a million escapes
A thousand easy ways out
Unfinished plans for just in case
I'm overtaken by doubt
And hope is erased
Sometimes it's all I think about
While I seem unfazed
I'm thinking of leaving this place
I've seen fistfuls of bruises
The anger burns through the pain
Stop and cover the contusions
Explain that no one's to blame
Wile I'm hiding my face
I'm told to look away
If you still do it
Why are you so ashamed?
BINABASA MO ANG
I am not joking, I might just leave soon
PoetryPoems from a senior A descent into madness