The Book of Random Cuz Why Not

Twenty Two

Interruption
It's currently 12:18 am right and I'm listening to Cigarettes After Sex playlist
Affection just started playing ugh <3

By that time when the hair convo happened it was late February
Small snap convos would go on and happen
Little things would keep me happy throughout March
March is always a boring ass month especially in school so I wasn't looking forward to it
But randomly talking to him made it the slightest bit more fun and overall better
I made him pull out his whole ass birth time to look at his birth chart Haha
I didn't expect him to tbh but he did
I was a bit shocked to say the least but I just went with it
Like nice that's chill
I did question how down bad he was to pull out the birth time for me though HAHA
Cute little convo happened from that
Made him change my Snapchat name from my default name to something else
Add a little taste and flavor in there u know
So whatever time skip fan fiction style
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Conversations died down in April a few occasional small things were exchanged
Spring break
Got my wisdom teeth removed
Sent some weird ass videos to him HAHA
Man that anesthesia was something
It slapped,
would recommend kind of pfff
Anyways nothing much came from me sending those embarrassing videos and TikTok's HAH
Thankfully.
Then some conversation picked up again the weekend before the end of spring break
I dyed my hair
And he said it looked good
I was like aww thanks
I actually love it so much tho
Ugh so glad I finally dyed my full head for the first time
I have black hair too so it was a process
Orange hair for a bit but it's all good
Anyways whatever but uh so the main topic and reason of this update is...
Drum roll please
........
Prom

Date
The Monday back from spring break
I asked him to prom on snap
HAH
He technically said yes but no HAHA
Something along the lines I would love to go with you but I already made plans with my friends
And I was like aww I was too late okkk...
Little sad but I actually didn't let that tear me down or whatever
Ugh which it would've in the past but
It's called growing up and maturing <3
But I was hoping for a slow dance with him still
He said ehh idk
To slow dancing with me at prom
He says he doesn't like attention
And that his friends would talk babes
Like I said to youuuu
They're your friends
Ofc they'll talk
It's their job
They're gonna make it a big deal and tease you
But I respected that and was like yeah I get it
Because I do pfft
Understandable

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Prom Dance
Babe when I tell you this was the most cute and romantic thing that's ever happened to me
Not to mention the first HAHA
But it was truly the cutest thing ever
Like I never would've thought something like this could happen to me
(Yeah see that right there, that statement?)
(Limiting belief about love pfff)
Anyways
Lemme describe it to you
The night was fun but also boring
The food was so damn good though
Holy shit
I wasn't expecting anything no expectations
But they exceeded any expectations HAH
Like shit was good stuff
So I went on with the night having fun with my friends
Stealing a few, no,
Stealing a lot of glances at him
I did tell him
"Nice tux"
On snap before the dance HAHA as I was getting ready
Anyways
Thanks for turning on the AC btw HAH
<3
He turned on the AC on in the ballroom
I guess turned the temperature down too
I don't really know my friend and I both saw him touching the thermostat and cold air started blowing so
Besides the point,
My friends and I were bored
So we went outside the ballroom to chill and talk
We were in the hallways chatting
I was aimlessly wandering the hallway room place bored out of my mind
Staring out the windows looking at the city view cuz ugh
I love late night city views
The spot my friends and I were at was a direct view into the ballroom as the door into the room was right there
So it happens that he was standing right there where I could see him pfft
I was like mmh let's go
But I couldn't just sit there staring into the ballroom where anyone could see me blankly staring
By that time,
A slow dance song came on
And I was like ugh I want to dance with him
I was feeling like sigh if only...
Living my inner monologue
Main character type energy
The boredom became immense so,
I decided to go reapply my lipstick in the bathroom
In order to go to the bathroom meant going back into the ballroom
Which I did
I went to my table
Grabbed my bag and lipstick and headed for the bathroom.
I walked through the crowd of people on the side lines of the dance floor
And walked into the bathroom.
I was in there for not even two seconds...

New pov babes
He went to look for me
He went out
And
Searched
For
Me
He didn't notice the girl he was looking for had gone to the bathroom to reapply her red lipstick
Imagine the moment this happened like one of those kdrama moments where they just walk past each other when looking for each other
U know exactly what I mean
We went legit the opposite directions
I came into the room and he went out of the room
Ok so
It was a straight view where he was standing
Looking out the ballroom into the hallway
As I had described,
As I had seen him in there.
He saw me, out there.
Simple concept
According to my friends' stories,
He apparently went out to the hallways
Where I previously was
And looked around
Little head turns and stuff checking the hallway
Didn't see me
Of course
My friends caught on
I'm guessing he walked out there alone
So they concluded that he was looking for me
So they decided to go on and ask
"Who are you looking for?"
Insert the smirk emoji
According to them he went,
"I'm looking for M—."
Then two of my friends bolted straight past him without a word 
They went to search and hunt me down after he had said that
Then my best friend went,
"We'll find her."

Of course,
They found me in the bathroom
I was .02 seconds into unscrewing the top of the red matte lip color
Then they just burst in the door and yell
"HES LOOKING FOR YOU"
"HE WANTS TO DANCE WITH YOU"
"C— WANTS TO SLOW DANCE WITH YOU"
I was in literal shock when they said that
Instant thought was
"Are you shitting my dick?"
But next thing I knew I was being
Dragged out of the bathroom
Towards him
He spotted them dragging me out
I was too gone to really understand what was happening
Next thing I knew I was up close to him
He asked me to dance
I think
Memory still foggy
I looked up at him
Full of like literal confusion
And agreed to dance
Shyness was definition my friends gave our dance
They described us as
"Shy as fuck"
Giggling and laughing the whole time
As in me
I was giggling and laughing the whole time
HAHA
I wasn't aware I was giggling that much
Again too far gone
Literally in cloud nine
Hopeless romantic moment 
I still remember his scent
He smelled so good
Like addictive even
Not kidding
You smelled so good
I don't know what you put on babe
But it was it <3
Good job
I remember a flash
A camera flash has gone off
A teacher took a picture of us
I was too gone to realize, I realized too late
I should've posed
By looking up at you
It would've looked so cute and magical too ugh
I remember glancing at your friends
You apologizing about them
Them giggling and teasing you,
Teasing us.
Your friend waved as us
And I smiled and looked away
And rolled my eyes like I always do
Ha
I remember you pulling me closer to you,
when we got farther away as we danced
Your hands pulled my waist in
Closer to your body
I fell

I

Fell

In the moment

With lipstick in hand,
In a fist

I bet I went so red
Smiling to the max
My mouth was locked on a smile
I couldn't stop
I was too happy and flustered in that moment
You don't understand how much you affected me in that moment

I remember small talk between us
as we both shyly tried to talk
I can't recall much after
I don't remember the end
I don't remember us separating after the dance
Only when my friends rushed over to me
Was when I came to
They literally went
"I'm gonna start crying"
"I did cry"
"I'm crying for you"
"AHH I'm so happy for you"
Like babes this was so much to take in
So we went to the bathroom after
Chilled in the big stall
Unpacked and unwrapped everything
They explained how they knew to look for me
How he was looking and everything
I was having a literal heart attack
A stroke perhaps
Too much shock and information at once
And that
Was not the end
That first dance was not the first and last
Dance of the night for us
Thankfully

Round two
Next chapter
Cuz this became so long
It'll be way shorter than this one since it'll just be the second dance :)