I am kind of happy right now. Because, Today I did quite well. Well, Yesterday I was suicidal and controlling my urges of self harms. It was very unbearable for me to come forward after that feeling. But, Yesterday I tried to understand myself and I realised that I have an urge of self harm. Whenever, I don't do anything. So, I just need to work.
And, I worked. Although. It was hard when you don't have anybody's back. And, You are all alone. But, I pushed myself to the infinite miles and came forward out of my comfort zone and finally I made it. All I think, That we just need to work. And, Rest of the things like our anxiety, depression, urges of self harms and self criticism will go by on their own.
So, I worked really well. I studied two chapters and watched 3 videos.
Feeling so proud of myself.
