He slowly nodded his head seemly believing what I had said

"I uh I'm gonna go to my trailer see you guys later" I said walking towards the entrance

When I got out of the tent I let out the breath I was holding and was about to walk away when I heard them start to talk

"There was more then one on her arms both of them..." Scar worriedly said

"I know I saw it too" Evans agreed

Shit shit shit they know

Oh god this is bad

I quickly run to my trailer and go straight into the bathroom

How could I let this happen

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*lizzie's pov*

"I know I saw it too" Chris said with a worried look

"You don't think-" Robert started to say before getting interrupted by a noise outside the tent

We all looked to where the noise came from and saw a shadow running away

"Oh y/n our sweet girl" I sigh sadly

"How could we have not noticed? This isn't the first time she's worn a t-shirt she's had to for filming..." Evans asks trying to make sense of it

"I don't know maybe she used make up to cover it up before leaving her trailer?" I offer

"And she only wears t-shirts for filming think about it every other time she's either wearing a sweater or long sleeve shirt" Scar says

"There was this one time I walked into her trailer and when she saw me she looked like she was panicking and hid her arms before walking and grabbing a blanket" she adds

How could we have not noticed sooner? She's been dealing with this for god knows how long all by herself that poor girl

"Someone should talk to her" Robert says with a frown

"I can" I offer

We all agree and I start leaving the tent after promising them I'd update them

Once I'm finally at her trailer I carefully open the door and look around not seeing her I walk in more

"Y/n?" I say softly

I hear shuffling around the bathroom before hearing her voice

"I'll be out in a minute"

'Oh no' is all I think before rushing to the bathroom and opening the surprisingly not locked door

I see her by the garbage throwing something in there before looking at her arms and seeing them bleeding

"Oh y/n sweet girl" I say rushing to her and holding up her arms trying to see how bad they were which proved to be difficult with her protests

"Lizzie I'm fine" she sniffles looking down

"Y/n sweetie look at me" I say letting go of her arms softly grabbing her face and making her looking at me

"You are not fine and I'm sorry it took us this long to realize something was up, we are here okay you are very very loved by us and by your family and you don't need to go through this alone" at this point I was crying as well

I couldn't stop thinking about how she had resorted to this she had suffered alone and turned to this to help relieve some pain

"Im sorry" she sobbed

"Oh sweet girl you have nothing to be sorry for I'm sorry we didn't notice you were feeling this way" I say pulling her into a hug cradling her head to my chest

She kept whispering 'I'm sorry' or 'please dont hate me' which broke my heart even more

"Y/n I could never hate you. The cast could never hate you. No one could ever hate you, you are the sweetest most kindest young lady there is and your in pain let me help you okay let me and the others be here for you" I cried while rocking back and forth trying to calm us both down

She hesitantly nods before pulling away

"Okay now let's get these cleaned and wrapped"

Once we cleaned the wounds and wrapped them she changed into a different sweater and came back to the living room

"We are going to have to explain to the others they're really worried"

"I didn't mean to make you guys worry I'm sorry I just thought I was doing everyone a favor by keeping it to myself"

"We will always worry about you no matter what because we care about you, we are here for whenever you need someone to talk to" I say kissing her forehead

We made our way back to the others who we worriedly sitting or pacing around the lounge area

Y/n explained with a little help from me when needed and we all had a group hug

By the time she was done explaining everyone was crying

We got the rest of the day off when the Russo's saw how much of a wreak we all were and decided to have a movie night which was filled with laughter and smiles

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