He push back his hair making Jin look up at him with his teary eyes
Namjoon gave him a soft dimple smile "I bought you something" he said but Jin just look away from him
Namjoon held the base of the jar and grab it away from Jin making Jin sat up straight, but his head is facing the other side of their room
Namjoon looked at the fetus and felt like his heart is crumbling, but it doesn't matter right now
His husband needs him now
he then put the jar on the bedside table and faced Jin and held Jin's cheeks and let the older look at him
his hand got a little bit wet but he doesn't care about that
He looked at his husband's face
"you're still handsome even if you're crying nonstop" Namjoon said making Jin huff and push Namjoon's warm hands from him but Namjoon just grab him by the waist and put him on his lap
"Jinnie" Namjoon stare at his husband's eyes and slowly lean in while closing his eyes
he softly planted a peck on his husband's dry lips and looked at him again
Jin's tears starts to fall again more making Namjoon held up his hand and wipe his husband's tears away
"you can tell me anything remember?" Namjoon said and held Jin's head and let him lay on his chest
"don't worry, I won't leave" Namjoon assured Jin
Jin starts to sob on his husband's chest while Namjoon caress his back
(my mind is literally saying 'the food is getting cold' but whatever)
after minutes of crying, Jin stopped and pull away and looked at Namjoon's face
He slowly lean in to kiss Namjoon then pull away
"I love you" he whisper
Namjoon smile "I love you more"
Then Namjoon remembered the food
"by the way, I got you something" he said again for the 3rd time making Jin look back at the door then look at his husband
"carry me" he said then wrap his arms around Namjoon's neck and Namjoon just held his bun to support him up and he stood up
he then walks to the living room and Jin looked at the table
"tada~" Namjoon said as he carefully put Jin on the sofa
Jin smiled at the scene in front of him as Namjoon gave him a chopsticks
"let's eat" Namjoon said as he also gave Jin a plate of jajangmyeon
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after that, they had to a talk, of course after Namjoon washing the dishes
Namjoon is laying on his back, while Jin is laying on his chest
Namjoon told Jin while he's washing the dishes that they need to talk so here they are
Namjoon softly playing with Jin's fluffy brown hair with his right hand, softly curling it with his fingers while his left hand is holding his husband's waist
"I aborted the baby without you knowing because of my insecurities" Jin suddenly speak making Namjoon stop playing with his hair as he continue to listen
"I thought that what if I gave birth to the baby but I still doesn't accept it? What kind of a parent I will turn to? A toxic one and I don't want the baby to suffer just because of my bullshits" Jin continues
Abortion(NamJin) part2
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