"what no, at least i hope i don't turn out to be" i say in a sad tone.
"who did you have sex with" jay says quickly.
"rafe" i say quickly and closing my eyes.
"you what, y/n his your bestfriend and what if you do get pregnant" sarah says moving forward.
"i know he is, and i think i messed stuff up and i don't know if i'm pregnant cause i'm not sure if we used protection and i'm not on the pill and-" i rant on, at this point i was balling my eyes out.
"oh y/n, it's ok. everything will be fine" jay says as her and sarah bring me into a hug.
"i don't think so, i just left i didn't let him say anything. i fucked up big time" i say crying more.
"no you didn't, y/n he will do anything in his will power to not lose you. i'm sure of it, he's rafe" sarah says rubbing my back.
"ok, we need to get ready by the way. our families are having lunch at the cameron's" i say pulling away and wiping my face.
"ok, well just know if you wanna talk, come talk to us" sarah says giving me one last hug.
"thanks girls, i love yous" i say kissing both their foreheads then leaving.
i decided on a nike sweatshirt with a pair of scream shorts and just a pair of white air force 1.
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i always had a different style to most girls. they would wear skirts, i wore shorts. they wore heels, i wore sneakers.
"come on girls, let's go" i say grabbing my keys.
"coming" they both yelled whilst running down the stairs.
we walked out the door and made our way to my car. they both say in the back, and we listened to music and sang together.
"girls go in and get slushies, i'll have a blueberry" i say pulling up to a gas station and giving them three bucks.
as i was filling up my gas a car pulled up next to mine. and just to my luck it's rafe.
"oh h-hey y/n" he says looking at me with saddness but shock at the same time.
"hey rafe, what are you doing" i ask as i put the nozzle back in its place.
"getting gas then going to get food for the lunch" he says starting to fill his car up. "what are you doing" he asks.
"i'm getting gas while the girls get slushies for us, then making my way to yours" i say paying with my card at the gas stand.
"oh ok, well i guess i'll see you soon" he says before the girls come out and we get in the car.
"was that rafe" jay says looking back as we drive off.
"yeah, he was getting gas and stuff for the lunch" i say taking a sip of my slushie.
"mom texted me, her, dad and drew are already there" jay says after a few minutes of silence.
"ok" i says pulling into the driveway.
"y/n" my two year old brother drew squeals running to me as fast as his tiny legs can go.
"hey lil thug, what's good" i say picking him up.
"sip" he asks tilting his head and pointing at my drink.
"sure, don't tell mommy though" i say giving him a sip.
"fank you" he says after taking a sip and exhaling telling me how good it taste.
"your welcome, let's go in" i say taking us inside.
