so. i really like this boy and he makes me genuily so happy his name is alyx and i love his voice and his laugh, idk if he likes me back he is kinda teasing me about it cause he knows i do. he is the sweetest and i honestly love him so much. we are friends and i cry a lot of the thought of losing him. if i lose him u will lose myself. we had 1 argument 2 days ago but he apoligized and i knew he meant it cuz of the way he said it. i know i can trust him. he is my second bestfriend i met him in january. he is what is keeping me alive right now. i hope i never lose him. words cant explain how much i love him. honestly i hope we meet soon. but the bad thing is he lives 5 hours away from me so idk if we wil ever meet. but even if we dont end up dating i will still love him.
april 4 2022
were calling now, and dude!!!!!!! he is so cute and heart warming. but he is sometimes rude and i cant tell if it is a joke or not. he is very undertstanding and easy to talk to.
april 5th 2022
