Imprint On The Enemy

Decision

Jacob pov

After I left school in a hurry I went to my special place the hidden beach to clear my mind and think I know that after I rushed out like that bella would want to know what happened and Edward world try and read my thoughts so I blocked it with car parts cuz I was really freaking out I didn't show it till I meet the beach I screamed my lungs out I wanted to hate Edward so bad right now but because of that stupid imprint I can't I try to find something that I hated about him like those stupid golden eyes that are so beautiful or his stupid voice that gives me butterflies "why can't I hate him for one....gosh I love him soon much" what should I do he's with bella and he loves her......and hates me *sign* if I tell him he'll reject me and I'll die NO! I can't die now I have a pack that needs me.... but.... I'll just have to stay close to him and pretend that non of it ever happened *sign* yea I'll just have to deal with bella scent all over him *sign* Moon Goddess why do you hate me so much that you make me wait so long to imprint and when I finally do I imprinted on a guy but not just any guy the guy that I hated the most and if that wasn't enough he just happened to be a freaking vampire our enemies like have you ever heard of a vampire and werewolf mated together no I didn't think so either and if that wasn't enough either you just had to put me with a guy who's not only my enemy but our kinds are enemies and I hate him AND he is inlove with someone else *sign* is this my punishment for rejecting the alpha title two times *sign*

Edward pov at lunch

After Jacob ran out of the room I tried to read his mind but he blocked it with car parts it must be something serious if not he wouldn't have have blocked me out but when he left me I felt different I felt empty and alone like a part of me just left I wanted to run after him so bad but I have no clue what was happening to me like when I looked him straight in the eyes everything changed I didn't detest his smell or smile I felt drawn those black pair of eyes just help so much love that I want to stare into his eyes all day everyday all that hatred I had for him gone and only love left I felt so confused so I decided to go home and figure out what's wrong with me I was so focused on Jacob and my thoughts that I forgot about bella until she tapped my shoulder her touch made me feel disgusted I leaned away from her touch without realizing it "Edward are you okay what's wrong with Jacob" I fixed my self and acted normal even though I was practically freaking out right now "I'm ok bella and I don't really know what's wrong with Jacob because his thoughts from me with car parts" "ohh I wonder if he's ok I'll have to go over by him and see if he's fine if that's ok with you" I felt anger rush to surface not because she wants to go there but because I know she likes my Jacob he's my alpha.....woah I really need to figure out what's wrong with me "sure bella it's okay you can go I'm heading home" "I'll go with you Edward" "auh... it's ok bella you can stay it's actually something important that me and the others have to discuss" "okay Eddie you know where to find me when you're finish" 

Time skip at Edward home

After I finally convinced bella to let me go home alone I rushed home into my room to think "what is happening to me why do I feel disgusted when bella touch me why do I feel angry when she said she'll go at Jacob but not because I don't want him near her but the other way around I don't want her anyway near my Jacob my alpha mine not hers.....what is going on since when do I call him Jacob and not mutt" *sign* "I'll just have to stay away from him till everything blows over and I guess I'll have to avoid bella touches" this is so confusing and complicated