I've heard those words so many times throughout my life, yet I don't know what they mean.
I love you, I'm here for you, yet I'm alone.
So what does I love you even mean?
That I'll leave you.
That I'll hurt you.
That I'll fill you with nothing but hope and watch as you cry while I burn everything down.
I love you means nothing to me.
I want to be shown what love is. I want to be told you're mine, I'm not going anywhere.
I want to be told anything else other than I love you.
Maybe then I wouldn't be alone.
Maybe if someone loved me without saying it, everything would be fine.
Until then, here I am.
Unsure of what those words even mean
