This Is The Primetime (Sequel To "Try Not To Fall For The Blue Haired Douche")

Chapter 10

"Okay." I said. 

"Based on, your new music video, the Timing is Everything. Okay?" she asked.

"Okay." I agreed. 

"What is your favorite time of day?" Chelsea asked. 

"Probably, right after the show." I said. 

"What are the first three things you do in the morning?" Chelsea asked. 

"Look at my phone, make coffee, and go for a pee." I said. And I repeat, I'm so weird. 

"I thought you didn't like coffee." Chelsea said. 

"I like Iced Coffee." I said. 

"Okay, cuz I remember last time we talked you were like, I like tea, not really coffee." she said. 

"Yeah, it goes through fazes. Like, I haven't been drinking tea much lately. I think it's a summer thing, like Iced Coffee in the summer." I said. 

"If you could go back to any age or time period where would you go?" Chelsea asked. 

Well, my childhood sucked sooo... I thought. "My life keeps getting better and better and better, the, more comfortable I get with myself so I would never go back." I said, laughing. 

"You're like, just move forward." Chelsea laughed.

"Yeah, I'd like to see where I am when I'm fifty. I'll probably be a real cool fifty year old." I laughed. 

"Okay, favorite time of year?" she asked. 

"Summer." I said almost immediately. I hardly even liked summer. Yeah but this summer is when you get to spend all summer with Josh, and it's his birthday. I thought. "Big time."

"And it's over now...." Chelsea said. 

"I know..." I said. "But it's still summer here. I'm going to Winnipeg soon and it's gonna be a whole different story. It's gonna be like a blizzard." 

"Yeah, can wear that dress." she said. I laughed and picked at my dress.

"You're always so friendly and upbeat, so what's like the time of day or maybe when it's like, after a show when you're kinda grumpy or maybe you just want alone time.'' she said. I laughed. 

"Most of the time it's when I first wake up, I'm a little groggy. The boys dubbed Josh 'princess' when he gets up, and me 'the monster'. So it's like, we both wake up, and Josh goes downstairs, and they'll be like 'Oh look, the princess it awake' and then I get up 'Oh look, the monster's awake'. That's when the Iced Coffee helps. Also when it's really late at night and I just want to go to bed." I said. 

"Do you know Saved By The Bell?" she asked. 

"Yeah." I said.

"Okay, so if you could freeze time, like Saved By The Bell, time out, what would you do in like, that unlatched time?" she asked. 

"Like, get real beefed. Like, pump up a little bit so then when time goes back people will be like, that girl's ripped!" I said. She laughed. "Like, then I'll walk around all the time kinda ripped."

"Okay, so with the time 11:11, make a wish, what's the wish you usually make?" she asked. 

"That I can write some great songs and put out a record I'm really stoked on. That's one of the greatest challenges for me, so, if a wish could make that happen it'd be great." I said. 

"Well that's on the next album." she said. I smiled.

"If you could go back and tell the young you something, after living this far in your life, what would it be?" she asked.

"I would probably just tell myself, ahh, too, stay strong in what you know you are. You know, that was one of the things that I grew up really discovering, and finding that it really did help me in scenarios where I faced adversity. Know what your vision is and know who you are and don't falter. I think I've lived by that a good amount but if I told myself that when I was younger then maybe I would think I was making the right decisions, you know." I said. 

"What's your idea of a really good time?" she asked. 

"Spending time with the boys. Definitely." I said. 

"What about a time in your life where something didn't really go as planned, and you think back and think 'that's why it didn't happen'?" she asked. 

"Um... I have, made some decisions that I think back on and I wish that I hadn't done that, but then I think, if that didn't happen, I don't think I'd be the person I was today. So I can't really say I would want to change anything." I said.

"Okay, as moving on to this next album, what are you most looking forward too? The writing process?" she asked.

"I'm excited to see what kind of record it turned out to be, because it's going to involve, me driving in and figuring out what I what it to be, what I want to do, and what's it going to sound like. It's this whole new exploratory faze, and it's exciting because your heart starts to beat a little faster, and it's like, this is what's next for me and you start to envision touring on the next album for a few years of your life. Um... so I'm mostly just excited to start writing, and seeing what kind of songs come out." I said. 

"Well awesome, we can't wait to see what comes out." she said. 

                                                                                        . . . 

I went home and saw the rest of the guys were home, in the kitchen. Josh was in the living room, lying down on the couch, he sat up when the door closed. 

"Hey." he said. I kicked off my heels and kissed his lips. 

"Hey." I said. 

"How was the interview?" he asked. I smiled.

"We talked about getting bit by a spider, CD's, and Matt being a princess." I said. He laughed.

"And I thought our interviews were random." he said. I laughed and sat next to him.

"No, yours aren't random, it's just because the interviewer has three seconds to ask a question before you get bored and start telling stories." I said. 

He chuckled. "I'm a hyper person." he said. I laughed.

"Really? I had NO idea." I said sarcastically. 

He smiled, put his arm around me as a one armed hug, and kissed my temple. Matt came in with a plate of pancakes. Pancakes were the ONE THING these boys could cook without screwing up.

Matt kept looking back and forth between Josh and I, and grinning. "Why are you so happy?" I asked.

"Mom called." he said. I raised an eyebrow. 

"She wants to see you and your boyfriend that she hasn't seen in four years." Matt said. 

Josh and I both went wide eyed. My parents didn't like Josh. They probably thought it was a different Josh. But they didn't like MY Josh. 

They always thought he was a bad influence on Matt because of his old drug addiction. Despite how many times Matt told them he hadn't used drugs in nearly 17 years, they wouldn't listen. 

What would they think about Josh and I DATING?

Ta da! I'm home sick today so I might update again. If I don't it's because I fell asleep or I don't get the water out of my ear (I was in the shower earlier and I got water in my fucking ear). And sorry this wasn't really that lovey dovey, I realize I used to be very good at writing those scenes but I just can't anymore! I suck at writing those scenes now!