𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 ✦ 𝐑𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐤𝐮 𝐊𝐲𝐨𝐣𝐮𝐫𝐨 [✔]

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A few days ago the week of recovering, We walked past each other and she just run away. Or sometimes she would just ignore my preference. It bothers me, I can't seem to think straight and can't get enough sleep at night

This never have happened.

Until I couldn't see her everywhere, When I asked Shinobu about it she just told me to give her some space. What's the reason why though? Did I do something wrong? Many thoughts have run past my head overthinking some few things

I then felt someone tap my shoulders as I looked behind me to see Senjuro looking at me worriedly. "You seem to be thinking hard brother" He spoked, Sighing before running both of my hands to my face as they plopped down on my lap

"I was just thinking..." I mumbled but quickly shut my mouth not wanting him to know what I was thinking at the moment, More specifically who I was thinking.

"You thinking about Y/n-nee weren't you?" The thirteen-year-old boy says. My eyes widened before turning my eyes at him to see him sitting down beside me

He smiled slightly before patting my shoulders "It's pretty obvious that you like her!" He then exclaimed laughing at my reddened face

"Senjuro... I have not come outside to only get my minds off of things right now, But please refrain from teasing me! Tengen's teasing is already rubbing into you!" I huff out, I sit up straight then cross my arms as my eyesight then travels to another direction of the garden

"I apologize, But. If you need help with anything, I am glad to help you with it!" My younger brother says before standing up from his sitting position as he opened the door, Right before he comes in, I quickly heard him say 'I'll be making dinner!'

I sigh again for the 17th time today as my gaze runs up to the night skies, I could still remember the time when I and Y/n stargazed in the forest. It would probably be one of my memories I would treasure the most, Even the part where I was lost to her beauty.

I wanted to see her smile again at me, But it's hard to happen when she's avoiding me. She occasionally would frown in my way, She's slowly going back to her old self where she won't appear at me from before. Was our friendship doesn't matter?

I have vowed to help her, I may not know her past but, I have the urge to ask someone who may know. Though I wanted to hear it from herself, I wanted her to know how much I truly care even though we're not that completely close

Maybe giving her a few more days to distance herself from me, at the moment would be back to normal. I thought to myself encouraging to not overthink much anymore.

I then heard Senjuro's voice from inside, 'Dinner must be ready...' I said in my thoughts before putting one of my knees up as I let a grunt while standing up from the porch

I slid the door open before walking inside, When I walk into the kitchen I was engulfed with the smell of Senjuro's cooking

"Would Father will also be joining us?" He asked me with hope in his voice

"I don't know... But I will try to convince him to join us for dinner!"Though I'm still not sure if my words will come true, Father has never joined us since...

I then walked out of the kitchen as both of my legs moved where my Father's room is, When I was in front of his door I could already smell the alcohol coming from his room 24/7 he would always drink none stop, Both me and Senjuro are worried yes. But we havw tried many times to make him stop drinking. Nonetheless, He wouldn't even budge in