I don't think I want to be an adult anymore, drowning in the stress and thinking what's best for you. trying to fix yourself financially and mentally while struggling to juggle all these responsibilities from your job that just surround you like water. Im drowning I'm breaking down trying to hold myself up knowing that I'm doing this alone. I have no body to rely on when I should; I wish I can just run away from these problems but I can't, I walk every day saying it's fine till I break down and put myself back together and wait for the process to happen again.......
I should go back inside my hands are cold and numb...
