.

What can I say, what can I do?
I am not happy with who I am anymore.
I was before but now I just snapped.

Its just dark and I wish I could be in pain, not end my life, just in pain.
Torture myself.

If someone told me that I should be glad with what I have. I would not.
Noone will understand what I feel before I tell them.

I am horrible when it comes to everything, so why even reach out to me. I write this here.. even tho I have no idea why. Nothing has really happened to me, its just me that realized that I am/was noone, now or before.