afourteen x fem reader

•high together•

y/n pov

i've known marric forever. like FOREVER. we met when we were 9 and we've been best friends since. i've had the slightest crush on marric since 9th grade, but i was terrified if i told him he would hate me and just drop me as a friend. so i never told him. i was scared to get high with him because i thought if i did i would tell him how i feel.
now at 18 i have a bigger crush for my best friend. if he found out i would literally die. we both started making music at 16. so i tried to put subtle hints i had a crush on him through my music, but it didnt work. when marric turned 17 he joined spider gang. he felt bad i didn't get invited considering josh (lil darkie) was our best friend. so marric basically begged josh to invite me and he did. i thought it was sweet of marric.

marric pov

i needed someone to get high with so i didn't do anything bad. so i called y/n. even though she's in the room next to me.
y/n:"hey what's up?"
marric:"i was wondering if you wanted to get high with me."
y/n:"don't we have to meet with the guys tomorrow?"
marric:"yeah, but you never get high with meeeee."
y/n:"i guess it would be nice getting high with you once."
marric:"yay! come to my room."
y/n:"okie dokie sir."
-call ended-
i started hearing footsteps coming to my room. i sat up grabbing two blunts and a lighter.

                        y/n pov
i walked to marric's room as we lived in the same apartment. we thought living together would be nice, and dont get me wrong it is. it's just hard when you have the biggest crush on your roomate, and best friend. he was sitting on his bed with two blunts and lighter happily waiting for me. he had the cutest smile on his face. he handed me a blunt and the lighter. "ladies first", he said. i giggled. i lit the blunt and put it in between my lips. (i didnt know how else to explain this bit 😭) it's been so long since i smoked but man was it nice. he took his and lit it. we smoked until we were tripping balls. we laughed at each other, and other stupid shit. i'm not gonna lie, getting high with marric is so fun. i regret never getting high with him before.
we both stopped laughing at stupid shit. i was starting to get tired. i looked into his beautiful blue eyes. he pushed my hair behind my ear. i blushed. "am i that attractive n/n?" he asked. i blushed harder. he giggled. god it was cute. he looked into my e/c eyes. "marric.. i've liked you for a long time now-" i got cut off by his lips. how i longed for his lips to be on mine. i kissed him back. wanting more. but i knew we couldn't. or could we?

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a/n: 520 words baby 😎
im literally writing chapter 2 right after i publish this because i can. i love youuuuu