𝑈𝑛𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑀𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠

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Flashback (Y/N's POV)

After their first performance, the audience clapped so loud, some were even crying. I was so proud of them. Soon, I noticed that Uenoyama and Mafuyu were running to the backstage area.

I was curious. Since I got the 'staff' pass, why not go check it out? I hardly managed to go past the crowds and ran into the backstage area. I ran down the staircase and saw Mafuyu talking to Uenoyama. I did not want to interrupt them, so I stayed at my position where they couldn't really see me.

"Thanks...Thanks for getting me this far..." Mafuyu thanked Uenoyama while holding back his tears. "Thank-" Mafuyu was going to say thank you once again until Uenoyama pressed his lips on his.

Uenoyama kissed Mafuyu.

My eyes widened and soon filled with tears.

I left that place and ran outside. The music played inside the club (let's just call it club) was loud but I didn't seem to hear anything besides my sobs.

'So the person you like is Mafuyu...' The more I think of it, the more the tears are falling down from my cheeks.

"Damn it...I waited two years for you just to see you end up with another person... I'm such an idiot." I mumbled to myself while intensely rubbing off my tears.

I finally stopped my tears and gathered up my courage to go into the club again looking like nothing happened. I missed the second performance of my brother's band but I enjoyed the festival. Kinda.

My brother invited me to drink with him but I refused and said that I needed some fresh air outside. He showed a confused expression to me but still said okay. I went out and just walked around until I bumped into Uenoyama.

"Oh, Y/N? What are you doing here? Isn't Haruki still inside?" He asked.

"Oh, err, I was just walking around." I lowered down my head a little to avoid eye contact with him. I'm scared to face him now for some reason.

"You looked unhappy though. Do you not like our band's performance?" He bent down his body, trying to have me look at him.

"Errr, no, that's not it... I enjoyed it very much." I kept on lowering my head and he kept bending down his body.

"Uhh, stop!" I was annoyed and looked him in his eyes.

"You're finally looking at me, huh? What is it? What happened to you?"

"Nothing! It's none of your business." I walked past him and he grabbed my wrist to stop me.

"Wait, we've been friends for so long, you can..you can talk to me." Uenoyama said.

I was annoyed for some reason and swung away his hand and glared at him.

"I SAID IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!" I yelled.

He was shocked. I was startled at my own words too. "Sorry..." I apologised and ran away.

Now it's really over...

Flashback ends

Y/N's POV:

I reached the school earlier than I thought. I put down my bag and left the class to the basketball court.

"Ohayo, Y/N!" Shogo waved at me. Was that dude always this early to school???

"Ohayo, playing basketball this early?" I asked as he ran towards me.

"I've nothing to do, so why not? Wanna join me?" It was only me and him in the court right now.

"Sure. Lend me your clothes." We are close friends because of Uenoyama, and lending clothes is pretty common between us.

I practiced with him until some of his teammates came in. Shogo asked me to join them but I was not in the mood so I declined and just sat down at the bench, watching them play until the school bell rang and we all changed to our uniform then went back to our class.

I made eye contact with Uenoyama and broke it immediately. I went straight back to my place which is beside Uenoyama while Shogo aggressively waved at him and Ueki, who was talking with Uenoyama.

'God dammit, why did I choose to sit here?? This is freaking awkward!' I thought to myself. I took out my phone and saw one unread message from Uenoyama which was sent just now.

What the heck? Can't he just talk to- oh wait, we just got into a fight (probably) yesterday.

[Uenoyama: Let's talk after school.]

[Me: Ok, sure.]

I wondered what he would say to me... did he find out something? Oh no, then that's bad, he can't find out my feelings now! What if he hates me?? Is he going to unfriend me??? No no no, he's not that narrow hearted... urghhh, then what is it he wanted to talk about???

No one can answer my questions obviously.

Our class teacher came in and the ordinary school life continued. Kageyama kept on staring at me during class and made me feel a little uncomfortable. He didn't even go to meet Mafuyu during lunch break just to 'observe' me!!

Jeez...his actions are making me not look forward to meeting him after school.

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