tired. (ryujin FF wlw)

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Hey I'm song (y/n) I'm one of the most popular kids in school I've allways loved my life its been allways fun to have many friends and people that love me all around the school.

But sadly one day came to ruin it all  for me.

My life turned upside down ever since that hell of  a day .

Let's get to it, one day I woke up early for school as usual I did my skinxare routine and prepared my outfit for the day

(the outfit ik I got taste bbg🤪😘)

i was happy with what I chose to wear today so I wore it and went downstairs to have breakfast with my mom and dad.
Sadly, they weren't home so I just made myself an omelet and made myself lunch for school as I headed out for school.

In my way for school my mom called me and told me she will be coming back home with my dad at 10 pm gosh that's late but I guess I will have fun at home and Ill get some alone time.
I got to school to only see one of the big bullys of our school jeon jungkook. And when I tell you he's the worst I mean it he bullied people and didn't care on of the victims literally committed suicide he ruined the poor girls life.
He's the scariest man you'll ever encounter he does drugs he smokes he has sex with many girls he even raped one, so now you see why many people are scared of him.
Sadly I had to see him right in front of IN THE MORNING LIKE LEAVE ME ALONE.

He's been trying to shoot his shot at me for many times now and I keep rejecting him some girls told me to accept the offer instead of making him mad I mean I was scared but I didn't really take it that seriously.

he then spoke up " hey babe I love the way you look today" he winked at me acting all hot so I said " what the fuck jungkook leave me alone you wierd fuck" he replied "awww little (y/n) can curse I never knew that naughty, naughty"

I made a grossed out face and went away from him disgusting fucking disgusting.

the bell rang and I went straight to class and our teacher told us hell be picking our seat partners for the whole semester I didn't really mind I just hoped to be with my best friend jisoo shes such a sweet girl she literally deserves the world.
and then the teacher said "song (y/n) and jeon jungkook please sit at that Table" he pointed at the table we were assigned to sit in as I glared my eyes out at him.
Great fucking great I have to sit with this creep for the whole semester.

         ☁︎ time skip☁︎

In the middle of class I felt something touching my thigh as I looked down to see jungkooks hand on my thigh ew.
I removed his hand away from me as I felt disgust wash upon me if I was him I'd never do such a thing to a person...

The bell rang as soon as I removed his hand so I ran away from class.
It currently break time so I was walking around the halls I felt someone hold me forcefully from my back as I felt myself being taken to another room.

I found myself in the janitor room while seeing jungkook close the door carefully I was so scared my heart was beating so fast I was scared, what if he rapes me, what if he drugs me, what if he murders me.

So many thoughts kept swirling in my head as I started to shake I tried to fight him so I can get out but I couldn't he started to remove my clothes while I was fighting back so hard I dont want this I don't pleas let me out I  saw that he was fully naked too  I said "please let me go I'm lesbian"  he answered " so what you slut that won't stop me from fucking you" I was so scared I wanted to fight back'but I felt frozen I 12couldn't even scream for help its like I lost my voice he slapped me and Called me  many hurtful words.
(I personally think that's eniugh bcs ppl get triggered by this type of stuff)
After he finished he looked at me like I was an object I felt used I felt unwanted as I wore my clothes and headed out.

I asked the principal to not Go to school for the rest of the day because I felt sick to my stomach I felt disappointed in myself I felt like I was unworthy I hate him so much why can't I just fight back like a normal person  why just why.

I went home and changed my clothes

(What you wore)

After that I went to cry In my bed I couldn't Handel and process what was going on.
I've never been this hurt in my whole life he's a fucking monster I hate him.

it's all my fault I could of saved myself I could have resisted so I went to my drawer to take out my blade" hey buddy missed ya " I got back to my nasty habits as I started cutting my problems away.

A/n : what do u guys think I hope you guys like this story :)!!