I am losing my mind. I feel restless and anxious. Yes that's the basic feeling. And also very heartbroken. I try looking you up on social media, all the while being hidden in the shadows. I really wonder if this is pms or me missing you.
Could it be that simple? All I want from life is you? Really? Is it because internally somehow I know this is never gonna workout?
Who knew this would come this far. Do you really have someone else in your life? Did you hurt you to see me with someone else too? Did I put you through all this?
I am letting the pain in. That's all I can do. This feels so bad. But am not gonna distract myself this time. I have to let myself feel this. Come back to me baby please let's make this work.
