My book of poems

the darkness in my heart

Part 1

-If trying is all I can give today, than that is enough...

-A few words can completely break someone's heart into a million peices yet for some reason we still give them another chance...

-why are you changing yourself for someone who never deserved you in the first place?

-If I had a wish to never get my heart broken I wouldn't take it. It's a gift to feel so much pain throughout life. If we didn't feel pain, we wouldn't truly know love...

-I closed my eyes and death was there. She softly held my hand and told me gently it would be okay now...

-when I inhale, I breathe in water but even though my body is screaming, floating has always been a dream of mine...

-I keep asking myself "who am I?" But what I should be asking is "who do I choose to be today?"...

-When I was a kid I would wish on the first star in the sky and I knew it would come true but as I got older my wish now was to be completely invisible from the world, cuz than maybe I would be happy...

-I feel the entire weight of the world on my shoulders, but as I decorated my skin, the weight poured out of me...

-Sometimes when people look at me my heart slowly dies and I wonder why out of everybody, I am not seen.
I am completely invisible...

-As I watched the fall leaves above my head red, yellow, and green, and the sun was shining through those trees, I realized I was truly living in the moment and for just one second...

I thought I could beat this...

-If I had a penny for everytime I cried, then maybe you would love me the way I wish you would...

-The stars are like diamonds, shining in this world of darkness.
OH, the things I would do to be able to shine like the stars...

-when I close my eyes I can almost feel your presence and for just a second I feel safe, but when I opened my eyes, all the emotions came rushing in and I just never should have let you in...

-I don't need to be happy,
too feel that joy
In beautiful moments...

-I've been there, in that deep, pitch black hole of darkness,
Come on love, get back up.
Your not going to do it if you don't try in this moment...

- I've never been good at goodbyes,
But sometimes you have to say goodbye...

Cuz when it's time to let them go...

Goodbye is the only way to move on... <3