I built these walls up high
So high they surpass the sky
I keep them up guarded and armed
I even have it fully alarmed
Alarmed to any hazard
My defenses are ready to be gathered
Its not that I don't want to love
Or maybe it is that kind of
Its more that I fear what it will bring
Nothing but lose, heartache, and deceiving
It only brings pain and distress
Things that will I'll feel endless
I want to give, and I want to be open
But I don't want to be someone else's token
But how can I give without the pain
And feeling like I am in a game
In a game where I have to fight
For if that is love id rather take flight
I don't want to be fragmented
Or having to be faceted
In order for someone to love me
Why can't love just be
Something that is beautiful and divine
Something that can last all through time
I want the love that is in fairytales
But no one told me what that entails
Of giving myself so completely
In order to have love be so sweetly.
