need to be fixed (Licht x reader)

alone in battle

Y/N's pov.

'Ugh I hate being here! I wish that I was never born!' I thought than suddenly someone crashed into me " Wha-" I stardet than I heard a voice  "I am very very very sorry miss L/N! " I looked up and it was the butler " It's fine" I said coldly and walk past him in my room. 'I am pretty sure that my mother just had me by mistake since she is always so strict with me and only me!' I wanted to cry and screem out loud but I can't my hart is colder then the ice.

Flashback a few moments before Y/N's pov:

"Walk straight! No not like that you look like an elephant when you do that! Be more elegant! Be careful not to drop books from your head!" I am practicing walking and balanc with my mother and every singel little mistake I make mother starts yelling at me like i broke one of her favorite vases or something like that. "Oh my I gave birth to a useless and fat child" It hurts me that she thinks that I am stil fat. I have 50 kilograms and I am 165 cm tall. I alredy lost 6 kilograms in one week."We will continued tomorow" she said before she slammed the door and left me standing in a room all alone. 'Ug!'' I than slammed books on the flor and left this stupid room for practicing too.

Present Y/N's pov:

I am currently in my room having a breakdown. Crashing evrithing that is in my way!"AAAAAHHHH! Die die die and leav me ALONE!!!"

Time skip still Y/N's pov:

We were siting at the dining table eting the diner "Y/N what were you doing in your room earlier?" asked my father 'I don't know meybe I was sick and tired of you all! Mmm you like my answer father?' I thought " Nothing imporntant" I answered him coldly. "Don't lie to me! I am not deaf Y/N!" " I said it was nothing imporntant" l slightli yelled. "Darling leav her alone she is currently not in the right mode today. And you Y/N don't shout at your father he was just worrid about you." she said. 'I really want to know why I am not in right mode too. And there is no way you are the reason of it' I thought. I than stood up from my chair and ran out of our mansion. They yelled after me but I didn't stop I ran and ran and ran till I reached the forest. Big dark forest. I didn't want to go in the forest but I heard people screeming my name and footsteps coming clouser so without tinking I ran inside the big and dark forest where I know they will never find me. I ran deep into the forest. I than decided to climb the really tall tree. Aftr 15 munutes I was at the highest spot on the tree watching lights of city glow in the dark. I didn't even notice I was getting sleepy. And all of a sudden it all went black.

Author words:

Thank you for taking the time to read my very first fanfiction. I hope you liked and enjoyed the first chapter! Oke by have nice day or night I don't know when are you reading this so yea.
So yea by by!

Till next time!:)