Alrighty. Finding out Im an age regressor was a long process, I didn't exactly have a childhood I was taking care of myself more than my parents where. So I guess it makes sense why I regress now. Anyways, I used to feel younger then I was when I got extremely upset, I used to feel like I wasn't a teen and that I didn't have any problems, I felt like a child and I felt free. So I started to research. I read articles, watched videos and experimented. I had a friend who I told and they would baby me and I would feel the same way as I felt when I got really upset. Of course I didn't want to admit to the fact I regressed. At the time I thought it was weird and that I'm just a freak. Wrong. I kept researching shit about it and as I read more and more about it, everything made so much more sense. But I still didn't want to accept it. What would my friends think? What would my partner think? I couldn't get over the fact that I regressed. I don't understand why I just couldn't. I felt embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I wasn't a baby, I was a grown teenager. I always thought it was weird, I had never gotten rid of my pacifier/dummy/binky from when I was a baby and I would still use it up until I was 11 years old. But that was okay, right? I was just attached wasn't I. Wrong. It felt so soothing and I felt calm. But of course I ignored the thought and continued on with my life. Another thing I noticed was that I was only fully night time potty trained when I was around 10. Which probably isn't normal, yet I threw that thought in the bin. Anyway, I continue experimenting and finally start accepting that I regress. I kept it a secret for ages super scared of what would happen when if i were to ever tell anyone. It became so hard to keep it a secret, but who cares. Better than being a freak I guessed. I often laid in bed at night wondering why I was so weird and that no one would ever accept me for who I am. But one day I was fucked, someone found out. I was so upset and stressed about it, I regressed. I was stuck in my room completely non-verbal crying my eyes out impurely regressed because I was so scared that someone found out. I calmed down a bit and checked my messages. They were okay with it.. I panicked over nothing
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