Bellarke

Part 2

As I pull into the school parking lot I see an old friend of mine. Bellamy Blake. Bellamy and I were friends since Kindergarten. We used to be inseparable but we haven't talked in 2 years, ever since we got to high school. 

The first week of high school we went to a party together. We both got pretty smashed and ended up sleeping together. I don't know how or why it happened but I remember only bits of what happened. The next day all I knew was that I had just lost it to my best friend. The days after we were together Bellamy avoided me, dodged me in the halls, and never made eye contact with me. He stopped sitting with our friends at lunch and slowly melted away from our group. Eventually Bellamy got popular and ditched our group of friends completely. Now it was just Jasper, Monty, Wells and me. We don't talk at all know. He doesn't even acknowledge me in the halls or in class anymore which hurts a lot more than I would have thought. I always thought of Bellamy as a lot more than just my best friend. I loved Bellamy and he hurt me. I really wish he had been here for me, comforting me through my Dad's death but he wasn't. He had a new life and new friends including Finn. Bellamy was the "Leader" of the school. 

When Bellamy and I drifted apart so did my friendship with his younger sister Octavia. Octavia hung out with his group of friends now too. Octavia and I used to be really close too. Our friendship was just strained because Bellamy's and I's was. Octavia at least still acknowledged my presence. She would occasionally say hello or nod at me in the hallway. Octavia was a good person and I wish Bell was more like here. It's not that I hate Bellamy now it's just that I dislike him for what happened to us. I always thought that Bellamy felt the same way about me as I felt about him, but apparently not. I knew Bellamy never told anyone about what happened between us.

I did tell Monty, Jasper, and Wells a week or so after though. They were more pissed at Bellamy than I was, especially Wells. The day after I told them Wells walked up to Bellamy and punched him in the face. I witnessed the whole thing. After Bellamy recovered he looked at me for the first time since the hook up. I couldn't tell what he was feeling though. Did he dodge me because I didn't measure up to his expectations? Was I just not good enough for him?

I parked my car and walked into school. As I walked into my first class I sit next to Monty and Jasper. About 10 seconds before the bell Finn walked in followed by Bellamy, Murphy, Octavia, and Miller. I looked down quickly hoping to avoid all contact with Finn. 

"Where did you disappear to at the party last night?" Monty asked me. I turned my attention back my friends There must have been a guilty look on my face because Monty and Jasper's eyes widened and they both said "Spill" in unison. 

"I ended up hooking up with Finn last night. It was a drunk in mistake." I say as innocently as possible. 

Their eyes widened. "You slept with Finn?" Monty asked shocked. I nodded slowly and looked down.

It was just then when the teacher called for the classes attention and we started out lesson.