Jazzy Pov:
As I enter the school i see this new boy across the halls. I decide to talk to him cause he seems cool he's in all star. i'm not. We get to really know each other at lunch time and i guess he can count as my boy bsf but something didn't feel right. Fast forward to a couple days later this guy named dj comes opus to my locker, starts talking to me and boom, now we are bsfs. He would always ask to hangout everyday and even tho i didn't want to. I always did. and soon the new boy was basically out of my life. It's been months since i've talked to the new boy, and i don't even know his name! Dj is hogging up my whole life. As I sit on my bed i think about him I wonder tomorrow at school when i see him, i'm gonna make a move. It's my only light joy and happiness. I cry thinking about him every night. So the next day I go up to him. He gives me my snap and thinks go nicely home I wanted but then that dj came over.. He literally asked to be HIS GIRLFRIEND in per pressure i said "yes ofc" but I didn't mean it.. He is a nice guy but he's so annoying and gay.. UGH i scream in the bathrooms I cry so much my mascara runs. My best friend Vivian heard and ran straight in there, I told her what happened and she tells me to break up with dj. So the next day i write him a note and dj read it and he was like "so your cheating on me" i've never handled this serious of a relationship so I got scared and said "NO?!". "i'm so stupid how could I freeze up like that" I said to Vivian. She was surprised to because i'm a queen and can handle anything and just then I HAD it I saw the cute boy in the distance and asked what his name was and you'll never guessed what he said. Ricky <3 his name is RICKY! I didn't think he could get any hotter. Butterfly's SHOT through my stomach my heart pumped so fast all I could do his stare him straight in the eyes. Oh how i'd die for those ocean eyes 😫. Later I sang my way home. I had his snap and his beautiful name. I immediately texted him and he actually RESPONDED. Then after that we would text nonstop and it was just love ❤️ I was so in love. I wanted to confess but I needed to prove i'm girlfriend material so on THURSDAY i put on my best clothes and heels, makeup and hair and everything, and i set on the bus to school. I practically ran to school. I immediately went to Rickys pod (yes he's in a different pod than me ☹️ ) but I couldn't see him anywhere. I ran around the whole school shooting my eyes across the halls. I still could t find him. I started having a panic attack so I asked his ugly friend Cole and he said he was a-absent! I couldn't even bare the news I tried to walk away calmly but when he turned around I ran to the bathrooms crying. this was the WORST day EVER. i wanted to kill myself right then and there. I couldn't focus on my school work, I couldn't eat, I could even talk to my friends. They all asked what was wrong but I lied and said family problems but that's not why I'm sad. I didn't have the heart to tell him. But then stupid DJ came. The guy I didn't want here the most. Ofc he hugged me but That didn't change my mood I was a dump. My hair and makeup were so messy. When I got home I texted Ricky HEART broken why he wasn't at school and he said a fishing trip and he won't be here tomorrow either.. I COULDN'T even to 1 minutes without seeing him so I faked sick so I don't feel the pain. I didn't go to school. My friends also questioned why I didn't go, but I left them on read cause i'm to sad and I cried myself to sleep. My mom gave me some food but I didn't have the strength to even move.. So I decided to watch anime my second crush his that anime guy <3 I love him so much. But not as much as Ricky.. a couple hours later I deiced to text DJ and break up with him.. but I just couldn't no matter how hard I tried I would just break his heart.. I didn't know what to do at this point so I just decided to ignore them both. So I went to school and tried my best not to look at that boy. Oh dang he's so hot. So I decided to focus on my school work because I was super behind on my work and I couldn't afford to go to summer school! Cause if I went I couldn't hang out with my future boyfriend and then my worst nightmare came, RICKY texted!! I was way to scared to open it.. was he gonna ask to date? Was he gonna reject me? I DONT KNOW!!!!! I didn't wanna open it i was so stressed, If he rejected me I would literally pass out right then istg so I ended up opening it. It was a snap. I saw his beautiful face. Oh my god how cute he is. He sent me a snap saying " yo yo yo" and I caught butterflies again. I wanted to snap back but i'm so ugly he would never accept me. So I just sent "yo yo yo" with a black screen. I was hesitating to send a face pic but I didn't wanna risk my chances with him. It was late night so I went to bed. Excited to see my babe tomorrow <3
The end.
( I might do a part 2 )
