Nightmare's Fantasy (The sequel to my dream is your reality)

Chapter 9

Zayn's P.O.V.

I closed my eyes and heard the doctor say that visiting time was over. A pair of lips suddenly dropped a kiss on my forehead and I heard a voice whisper "It's going to be ok. I promise. I love you". Then it faded away, comsumed in tears. I knew right away that was Marlia.

I gulped and opened my eyes slowly to see four guys surrounding my hospital bed. Giving them a slight smile, my heart fell to my stomach. I didn't want to make anyone worried.

I never wanted this to happen.

Why would I want cancer?

Who would.

Not me. Never me. No.

But it still was only a possibility.

How can I leave my parents? My sisters? My family? One Direction? Marlia?

Wait Marlia? What's going to happen to her?

I need Marlia to know that I'm going to be alright. That she is going to be alright. Never would I want to hurt Marlia in anyway what so ever. I looked down at my wrist and saw the cuts I made the day she dumped me in public. My heart sunk in my chest.

I looked at the look of the boys in the room and knew what happened instantly. Niall and Louis were shifting uncomfortably in their chairs. Liam with his head in his hands and Harry running his hands through his hair, over and over again.

"You guys told her didn't you. You told her I loved her didn't you?" I choked out. Niall nodded, the others avoided my gaze.

"Zayn, mate, she still loves you too", Liam said softly. My breathing right then and there grew a million times heavier.

"Does she really?" I asked.

"I swear it on my life and love", Harry said, holding his hand up as if swearing an oath.

"She said it while you were asleep too", Louis said smiling. I looked down and blushed. She loves me.

She really loves me.

She actually, in real life does love me.

Yes, yes yes yes OH HELL YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I had control of my legs I probably would be jumping up and down in celebration. Party all day and all night. Dance the night away although I can't really dance. But most of all, what I wanted to do was have Marlia in my arms and kiss her and just be with her. Make up for the time I have missed and had to spend with....

the back stabbing

two timing

pregnant

bastard

Jamie.

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Marlia's P.O.V.

As the security excorted me out I saw my brother talking to Jamie. Wait my brother?

Confused I walked up to the two and looked between them. Both of them shared a shocked look. My brother shamed and Jamie scared. The reason why, I don't know. And probably will never know. But whatever it was I want to know and I want to know now.

"Hey Micheal!' I said finally, leaning over to hug my brother. I squeezed him slightly tighter then I usually do, giving him a wide smile as I pulled back.

"So how come you didn't come to pick me up at the airport?" I asked, clearly knowing the answer.

"I had an errand to run", I raised an eyebrow, "With Jamie", he finished.

"May I ask why?" anger lacing my voice.

"We had to get a test done Marlia", Jamie said softly.

"What test?" I ask

"it was just to check something", Jamie muttered even quietly now.

"To check what?" now I asked Micheal.

"Marlia, I have to tell you something", Micheal said. I nod slowly, afraid of what he means. He then takes my hand and drags me down the hall. He stops at the end of the hall and breathes out deeply.

"Marlia the test was to check something health related", he explained.

"Ok I could probably guess that but I still don't understand", I told him, still extremely confused.

"Marlia, Jamie and I are sort of...together", he said. I held my breath, trying so bad to hold back my anger but before I did Micheal continued.

"And she is pregnant Marlia. With my kid", he finished.

I let this sink in slowly.

My brother's girlfriend who just happened to be Jamie Carson is pregnant with his kid.

The guy I am madly in love with is in a hospital bed slowly slipping away from life.

That same guy might have just been diagnosed with cancer.

My best friends are all happy with there boyfriends.

Their boyfriends just so happen to be two guys in One Direction.

The guy I'm in love with is in One Direction.

And then there is me.

A broken hearted, decieved, betrayed, maybe loved and cared for little girl that has a life that is messed up and twisted.

When did my life get so difficult?