==TW; MENTIONS OF SU1C!DE AND S3LF HARM==
yk when u just wanna kys but you dont wanna make ur freinds sad but like u rlly want to but u love ur bf sm and never wanna leave them but u still rllly wanna kys but u wanna stay with ur bf forever and ever but u still rlllllllly wanna die so u just do self harm so u can still feel pain but u still get to stay with ur bf and not tell anyone that u have suicidal thoughts and do sh but u still wanna kys but ur bf is the best person on the mf planet and comforting ad loving and supporting but then some bitches come over and r like "lol kys hoe" and ur like no and they keep being like kys and ur like no and then u tell ur counselor u have suicidal thoughts and then they betray u and tell ur parents and then ur like nooo and ur parents ground u from everything like piss babys and look thru ur messages and see stuff and then fucking delete pinterest for no mf reason and u go haha noob ik how to get back so now u have it on ur computer and u have absolutely no trust for anyone but ur online freinds and ur bf so u keep sh ing and ur parents notice so they threaten to take u to a mental hospital??
