saniah jai | memphis tn | 5/21 | 22:45
" what if i don't want to go " i say laying on my bed as my best friend , nevada is trying to get me to go to this kickback .
" kaash is going anddd i wanna see my boyfriend that's not my boyfriend " she said smiling showing all 32 of her teeth
" fiiinnneee " i say letting out a loud huff going to my closet picking out a simple black dress and my yeezy slides slipping them both on
after i get dressed i comb over my hair straightening any curly parts and laying my edges .
after i that i slide on my jean jacket , grabbing my phone and purse heading across the hall to see if nevada is ready .
" you ready ? "
" yea , let's go . i'm driving "
i follow her out the house and into her car as we take off to the kickback . on the way there we smoke 2 blunts and i smoked one by myself , definitely wasn't going to this shit sober .
we get there and parks in the driveway , i see kaash's car and instantly get excited . we get out and walk to the front door , vada knocks once and the door flies open .
" who you ? " a skinny brown skin boy asks studying our face
" vada " she says
" they cool ten , let em in " nevada boy toy says as the boy that opened the door moved to the side before mugging us
we walk in and it's only 5 of us , they wasn't lying when they said kickback . this bitch low as fuck
vada sits by her boy toy , while i sit on a couch next to this boy that was in his phone . he looks up and looks at me mugging then goes back into whatever was in his phone . as i look around i realize i don't see kaashvi
" aye " i say as i tap the boy next to me
" what " he says looking up from his phone mugging me and my finger that was still on him
" my bad " i say removing my hand from him , " you know where kaash is ? "
" how you know kaash ? "
" she my other best friend , other than vada "
" she went to the store with shiesty , they'll be back " he says then went right back into his phone
" thanks ... " i say looking back to the boy that opened the door , he was in his phone as well . now that vada and whoever that boy is left it's just us 3 , gotta bother somebody .
i get up walking over to him , just before i get over there he looks up at me mugging and confused
" what you want shawty ? "
" what you doing ? " i say sitting next to him causing him to scoot over a little
" minding mines , that's what i'm doing "
" you know i like you , you wanna be my best friend ? "
" nope " he says popping the p
" well that's too bad , isn't it ? " i say grabbing his phone out his hand and putting my number in it saving my contact as " daddy niahh 💕 " then handing him back his phone . he takes it back and just shakes his head , i scoot over giving him some space until vada comes back out the room her and the boy were in .
her wig is tilted so i know she had some fun . the boy i was originally by laughed to himself and stood up .
" aii ima catch y'all later " he says dapping up both the boys that were in the room and sending me and vada a head nod before heading to the door .
" you coming back tomorrow mani ? " my new bestie asked
" probably , don't we got shit to handle ? " mani says opening the front door
" we do , so make sure you come back " vada's boyfriend says
" aii nigga " he says walking out the door before they said anything else to him
mani .. for some reason , it kept repeating in my head . i can't like him , i just met him . and i really didn't even met him .. what the fuck
" we gon head out too " nevada says to that boy , i still don't know his fuckin name
" okay , text me when you make it home " he says back to her giving her a quick kiss and getting up so he can walk us but mostly her out
" bye bestie " i say smiling getting up
" bye lil girl " he says laughing to himself , yeah i knew he was gonna come around eventually
he walks us out giving nevada one last hug and kiss before she gets in the car driving us back to the house
i get out the car , going in the house and straight upstairs . my high was coming down and i was getting extremely sleepy . i go take a hot shower and ties my hair up getting ready to go to sleep . i check my phone one last time before plugging it up and closing my eyes .
901-827-****
12:22 am
y'all coming back tmr ?
who's this ?
yo " bestie "
there's no " " you are , & i think
bet , goodnight " bestie "
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first chapter , i fw this book already 🥸
